I know what part of my problem is. I have this bad habit of *needing* to finish an art piece all in one go. Like the sketch, lineart, coloring, shading all in one sitting. I KNOW if I save it, and like attempt to pick it up the next day, I won't. Like something mentally keeps me from opening it back up to keep working on. I have sketches of things I never went back to because when I boot up ye old drawing tablet, I start a new image in SAI and completely forget the other stuff. If I had more time, and a better ability with anatomy and poses and dynamics, I feel like I could make better stuff.

I feel like I'm not really *meant* to draw. Like some people are born with good voices and can sing without a lesson. I've taken so many art classes in college and while it helped a lot, I don't think I've really improved much. I know it's a process to learn and get better by doing more, but I get discourage very easily and if I'm not in a drawing mood I don't even bother because I know I'll just poop out crap.