@Kory: Well sounds like you've had a very busy day. Well I'm sorry your actor friend seems to be blowing off work. Some people are just like that and sadly there nothing we can do about it.

Oh no, is the car out of comisson? I hope that yall are able to make it work. Though isn't there good public transport, in LA?

Well you had mention that it's been rough lately. I also did see your thread in serious talk regarding gender things. I didn't comment, because I couldn't offer advice or experience there. The best I can do is root for you. I do hope you and your friend are able to help you find a binder, as it sounds like that would help greatly.

I've been feeling really sick today, I have my monthlies right now, and my stomach just feels off. So I plan to hang out here and just trying to relax, now that work is over.

@Kory: Then it for sure seems odd if you can get blacklisted from missing auditions.


As I tell my real life bestie, it’s okay to regress, as long as you keep trying it’s okay to go backwards a little. Plus you’ve notice you’ve gone back and want to fix that. Nothing is like a light switch. It takes time.

I did end up switching to mobile and laying down.

@Kory: It's not like my bosses said I couldn't go to lunch, it was so busy that I felt that if I stepped away for lunch, I'd be getting home at like 8pm. Yeah, it just was a bad day. I now have lots of food, so I am not longer hangry.

I may be too lazy to make the search thread.

Well that's great that there is def interest in hiring you, but glad that it worked out that you didn't have to force on a happy face.


My stomach is feeling better.

@Kory: Well you should eat something, even if not super hungry.

I think more people are roleplaying off avi sites. I know Gaia has a bunch of rpers, but more and more people either rp on tumblr or on discord. It could also be younger people didn't get into rping?

@Kory: That is a very simple yummy meal.

Yeah, I don't really do graphic roleplays like that. I've always been a more hint at it, fade to black kinda of person. Like I did once or twice on tumblr, back in my college day with someone I had roleplayed with for years. Cause while it's still online, it still feels to imitate of a thing to just do.

I did like tumblr rping, for the easy fact of you can add gif response, but I did it back in the day before the staff made changes to how replies to a post where done. I stopped using my rp blog ages ago.

@Kory: Well I wouldn't recommend the class for most people. He made us talk about our issues in class and it was apart of our grade. Now of course no onw has to get into the deep deep stuff, but for you, I don't think you'd enjoy that. Beside family therapy and this class I haven't spoke to a therapist as just by myself. I got some trauma on that. My bestie and MOH she goes once a week, and like shares what it's like with me, and like you she's not the best at doing her threaphy homework, but like I tell her, that as long as she keeps working towards it's okay.

Yeah, well I love roleplaying, and so I get not wanting to make it super dark.

So I do roleplay M x M stories, but I've always tended to play the more submissive one. While I do identify as a woman, I identify as a Rei more. So while I've not used rping to explore gender, I know a friend of mine has done it, and to explore her sexuality without getting R rated. To each their own, and well I love creating diverse stories, ya know when I was 10 through highschool, most of my roleplays used to be MxM, and it's funny, because back then, it was really hard to find roleplays like that, and now I lean more MxF, but really I just want to roleplay my ships. Man it's been ages, since I've done a Drarry rp.

It could be that, or maybe it's allowed you to play your inner self? As a kid, I've always had to be in charge, be in power, be the adult. I like getting to play the softer side, where no one expects me to be the grown up. While my mom had good moments, she was a really really really bad mom, and I raised my siblings from age 7 and up, long dramatic story and it feels odd to speak ill of the dead, so maybe for me roleplaying as girls or the bottom male, allowed me the chance to be weaker and not have to be the strong, always in charge person? It's a idea to explore in my self reflection time, I will have to notate that for later.

Well for the rp, I really love the Nicole post I just did. I can feel a little dark side Nicole happening. Odin's in trouble, lol.

Well you know on tumblr, you can turn anon off, and post and not get hate. Now you don't have to post either. I used to use it to share theses. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NkHehwbaYG4

I couldn't figure out the youtube code.