@Kory: I guess it helped, the rash went away, and I clearly thought it was the pox, so shrugs.
It's not pathetic, he basically wired your brain to think that way. It's abuser 101. I've heard this story time and time again. The person thinks there no were else to go, no where to safe. So you won't love some that way again, but that way was unhealthy for you. So you will find something better for you in the future.
Well it takes time, and I think it's just something to work for. Ya know, I know it's hard, but you can get there if you want to do the work.
It's not pathetic, he basically wired your brain to think that way. It's abuser 101. I've heard this story time and time again. The person thinks there no were else to go, no where to safe. So you won't love some that way again, but that way was unhealthy for you. So you will find something better for you in the future.
Well it takes time, and I think it's just something to work for. Ya know, I know it's hard, but you can get there if you want to do the work.