-dashes through, throwing nargles and wrackspurts everywhere-
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
<3
@Ina: Hey you! :D
How have you been?
I missed you. :c
@Fade: God dammit!
I just cleared out those things!
YOU'RE COMPLICATING MY LIFE!
@Anarchist Beauty: But I loooooooooooooooooves you, Bea. xP So I HAAAAAAAAVE to complicate your life so I can then help you uncomplicate it. c: It's crazy wacky zany adventures~
@Fade: Mmmhhhmmm, you just like being a pain in my butt! :P
@Anarchist Beauty: I've been a wreck tbh
I spend half of my spring break in a hospital cause I tod my counselor how suicidal I was feeling >:T
and I'm heck a anxious about being an adult and I'm just so stressed I shut down and play video games cause they're the only solace I have outside of my cat
but otherwise I'm good hahahaha
how about u bud?
I spend half of my spring break in a hospital cause I tod my counselor how suicidal I was feeling >:T
and I'm heck a anxious about being an adult and I'm just so stressed I shut down and play video games cause they're the only solace I have outside of my cat
but otherwise I'm good hahahaha
how about u bud?
@Ina: Aww, that blows. Can't a hoe just vent about her suicidal ideation without getting locked up for it? Geez.
What video games have you been playing? When I go out to my mom's my sisters and I have been addicted to Fortnite. lol And my mom just got that Crash Bandicoot trilogy remaster game, so we were playing that for a bit, too.
Cats are good. Love the cat. Snuggle the cat.
I've been alright, trying to recover from the seasonal depression and just get back to the normal depression I can handle. It's working a bit, trying to keep myself on track with my wannabe bullet journal and habit tracker. They help a bit more.
Hello! I'm a Hufflepuff :)
bullet journaling hasn't worked for me but I'm trying to make little posters for routines I'm trying to stick to, so I'm hoping that will help.
bullet journaling hasn't worked for me but I'm trying to make little posters for routines I'm trying to stick to, so I'm hoping that will help.
previously keef with a k
@Anarchist Beauty: yah honestly
which is y i came back
yall cant call 911
be like
'hey my friend online wants to die'
ive considered fortnite
but i think id be a more pubg person :0
my cat has snuggle a lot
he missed me the 5 days i was in tje hospital
hes been angry cuddling
i havent
I GOT SQUID BAGGED
sorry playing splattoon
i havent tried bullet journaling tbh :0 what is it exactly
which is y i came back
yall cant call 911
be like
'hey my friend online wants to die'
ive considered fortnite
but i think id be a more pubg person :0
my cat has snuggle a lot
he missed me the 5 days i was in tje hospital
hes been angry cuddling
i havent
I GOT SQUID BAGGED
sorry playing splattoon
i havent tried bullet journaling tbh :0 what is it exactly
@Anarchist Beauty: Nuuuuuuuuuuuuu, I just like creating chaos because you learn such wonderful things from chaos. XP And I've been -TRYING- to bullet journal for aaaaaaaaaages, I can never seem to stay on top of it though. /:
Fade on Solia/Fadeykins on Sapherna
Please PING me so I'll see your response <3
Juggy is my mule~
Please PING me so I'll see your response <3
Juggy is my mule~
@keef: Eyy welcome.
10/10 username, too. :vanora_sun:
I thought bullet journaling wouldn't work for me either, but it kinda does. I don't have much of a life though so it's not a big part of my life. It took me months to figure out decent layouts I like anyway. lol And even this month I've changed my first weeks layout and am seeing how I like it. Haha.
But hey, you just gotta find and do whatever thing works for you.
@Ina: For real. Besides, I have no room to call no one.
I got them suicidal feels and thoughts, too.
Can't do the whole 'pot/kettle' thing.
T'would be rude.
I WANNA PLAY SPLATTOON! DX
Bullet journaling is... Just google it tbh.. Plenty of links to pretty things.
It started as the most basic thing ever in the world, but it's grown into a whole subculture of people doing fancy things.
Mine isn't all that fancy though, just simple layouts with splashes of color to make it pretty. lol
@Fade: I know that feel, took me a bit to actually get the hang of my bujo.
I've had mine for over a year now though! So I'm proud of myself. lol
I found a layout styles that work well for me, and I just run with them.
Currently trying a new weekly layout though because my current bujo is slowly dwindling on pages and my new one is an actual dot grid, so I thought a new spread might be cuter for it.
But I'm lazy so I might just go back to my simple layout..
We'll see. I still have unstil I think August is what I counted for the end of my current journal.
@Anarchist Beauty: yeah xox i honestly didnt think my mom was gonna do et but she did
and now i dont trust real life with my Bad Thoughts
the internet is my counselor now
ITS A GREAT GAME
I LUV ALL THE WEAPONS
I LOV CHARACTER CUSTOMIZATION
pEARL
MARINA
o yah googles a thing
thanks for reminding me will do that
and now i dont trust real life with my Bad Thoughts
the internet is my counselor now
ITS A GREAT GAME
I LUV ALL THE WEAPONS
I LOV CHARACTER CUSTOMIZATION
pEARL
MARINA
o yah googles a thing
thanks for reminding me will do that
@Ina: Always shitty when things like that happen.
Honestly we should be able to talk to counselors and therapists about our suicidal ideation without fear of being locked up in a hospital for it.
Now I can see if it was something like "I'm going to do it exactly like this..." or "I've already attempted", yeah alert someone then because that's a risk.
But "sometimes I think about dying/killing myself" shouldn't be something that sends everyone into a panic.
I has never played. :c
I no has WiiU or Switch.
/cries 5eva
Haha, ye.
I got all my bujo info from google and also instagram.
Plus plenty of people have whole blogs dedicated to their shit.
It's nuts.
@Anarchist Beauty: yeah i didnt have an exact plan yet xox i was going thru my head as to what would be the easiest thing tho
guess that was enough to convince my mom :vanora_stunned:
get a switch bud >:D its worth it i promise
i luv my switch
yeah the internet is a wonderful thing. it has pretty much everything
if not literally everything
guess that was enough to convince my mom :vanora_stunned:
get a switch bud >:D its worth it i promise
i luv my switch
yeah the internet is a wonderful thing. it has pretty much everything
if not literally everything
@Ina: Yeah, I'm a step ahead.
I have a plan and know exactly how I'd do it, but as it stands I don't plan on doing it...
I'm just depressed and not in a good place in life, but not a bad enough place to seriously contemplate my plan.
I wants, but I no has monies. T_T
It truly does. All the wonderful things you could imagine and all of the horrible things you never want to see. lol
Double edged sword.
@Anarchist Beauty: yeah I feel
I've been trying to think of a plan
but u can't just google 'how to kill urself' when u have paranoia someones watching u like meee
cri
get monies
even if u have safe search on eugh
I've been trying to think of a plan
but u can't just google 'how to kill urself' when u have paranoia someones watching u like meee
cri
get monies
even if u have safe search on eugh
@Ina: Hey google, how can you kill yourself as easily as possible while leaving minimal damage to your family?
I'd like an answer for that one.
Also "is there Netflix in hell?"
I wish it was that easy. :c
Yeah, gotta be careful.
@Anarchist Beauty: honestly
is utube in hell
is there a helltube
i feel, esp when u have to pay for other neccesities xox
and dont look up pokemon
u will find some kinda sexalized version for every single one
is utube in hell
is there a helltube
i feel, esp when u have to pay for other neccesities xox
and dont look up pokemon
u will find some kinda sexalized version for every single one
@Ina: Right? I need the questions answered before I just go offing myself.
Ugh, paying for things you need sucks.
Like I could be using this money for FUN but noooooo I need pads and shampoo.
Yeah, the internet is scary.
@Anarchist Beauty: tbh tho itd b great if it just felt like sleep
i love sleep
and paying bills >:(
it rlly is. but also great
the Ultimate double edged sword
i love sleep
and paying bills >:(
it rlly is. but also great
the Ultimate double edged sword
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.