Voltie
— Bunny
Posted 6 years ago ( 2018/08/31 23:55:06 )
@Nyuu: Have fun, but don't strain yourself D:
I've been okay, I guess. Went to a job fair yesterday but it wasn't the greatest and I got into an argument with my mom about my depression.
I was diagnosed with a slight case of depression, but I'm sure it's gotten worst since then. Luckily I'm going to the doctor on the 4th so I can get another evaluation. Mom thought the source of my depression was my step dad and he recently moved out cause they're getting a divorce. And while he was one of the reasons I'm depressed, there's still a lot of other things that's causing it too. So even though I'm diagnosed with depression my mom thinks I have no reason to be depressed.
I also told her that I suffer from anxiety and social anxiety and she said I'm just claiming that, but really, it's kinda obvious. I've been like that since middle school, but she either ignores it or is just really oblivious. My friends and Conor said I should get a therapist but mom said if I do get one I have to do my appointments "on my own time" meaning she would never take me to any therapy sessions because she doesn't think I need one.
So my depression kicked into full swing today and I really didn't want to do anything so I just played Project Diva and Overwatch all day. Usually I would get on my laptop around lunch time, but it's 6pm here and I'm finally getting on just so I can continue playing games because I got irritated with Overwatch.