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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/5 16:11:59 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker almost collapsed from the sheer shock and surprise of the question, but then stopped, sighed, and pinched the bridge of his nose, before shaking his head.

"First off, let's define some things." he said.

"Have I started to drink alcohol when you're not around? Yes." he admitted. "Have I started to drink excessive amounts of alcohol when you're not around? No." he clarified.

"Alcohol really isn't something I want to make a coping mechanism. I've seen too many people like that, and it's... frightening, to say the least." he went on.

"Beyond that, the other me can just turn on some weird kind of super alcohol absorption thing, making the stuff pointless. And I'd rather not spend tons of money on alcohol in the first place, let alone alcohol that'll do nothing for me." he explained.

"Last night was... more of an experiment, to see if drinking would help relax me a little." he went on. "Short answer? Yes. Longer answer? Yes, but given the massive headache I have right now, even though I'm hiding it, I think I've learned that it's not worth it."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/5 17:01:04 )
He looked away.

"Is this..because of the mental hospital? or the fact i attacked someone?" he sighed.

"I didnt mean for a lecture i just..its my turn to be worried okay?" he rubbed hus face.

He knew it wouldnt be much longer before he would need help. maybe...

"Ryker we should tlak about...some hired help...like a day nurse while your at work..."

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 01:33:29 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker just sighed and scowled to himself.

"Because you attacked someone? No." he said.

"Because of the mental hospital? Yeah, kinda." he admitted.

"That was the worst thing that could have happened to you. And I let it happen." he said further. "You only got worse, and it took a demon to solve that problem." he continued.

"...I can't help feel that I failed you." he admitted quietly.

"That I'm a terrible brother..."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 02:38:37 )
He looked at him and suddenly laughed deeply.

"Ryker...i wasnt getting better because a part of me didnt want to. i wanted to be broken...im not...i...i dont know why. something just made me want to stay so broken i couldnt be fixed. But then you...you looked like you were dying inside. and i was losing the ability to care. it was...a slippery slope." he shook his head.

"Now...about a day nurse..."

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 03:07:45 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Again, Ryker sighed.

"Yes." he said.

"I can't... I can't help but feel that may be a good idea." he told him.

"I'll see what I can afford." he continued. "Because I doubt this is a service your talents will get you for free." he warned.

"At a discount, sure. But not free."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 04:43:41 )
"I'm....also an elder dragon yknow. one belonging to a family where this is common.." he sat back.

"ill see what kind of discount i can get us..." he sighed.

"Things are going downhill quickly." he suddenly admitted. "There are times i feel like...i need oxygen"

He looked at the box of tea. "Hey...make me a cup of this"

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 04:56:51 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

"............" Ryker was silent, and just accepted the tea.

"Huh." he said, sniffing it.

"Smells good." he commented quietly.

He then went and boiled some water, making the tea for Eke. He then brought the tea to him, alongside anything he might want to add to it.

"Here." he said.

"Breakfast will be finished in a couple of minutes."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 04:59:05 )
"Aly said she made this for me...she said itd ease my symptoms..." he smiled holding the tea.

"It does smell really good" he looked over.

"Listen i know neither of us want to think about it but...im not going to stay this healthy forever." he sighed.

"And its time to be adults about it. I have a terminal ilnness and we need to take the necessary steps to helping me prolong my short life"

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 05:07:48 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker just gritted his teeth and growled.

But he then nodded and sighed.

"I know." he said.

"To whatever God may or may not exist, I know." he reiterated.

"I've had to be an adult ever since I was a child, I shouldn't be acting like this." he said further.

"So what do we need to do to get this nurse?"

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 05:32:55 )
"Need to look around for someone who deals in illnesses like mine." he looked over.

"For now i dont need a full time caregiver, so someone to check on me a few times a day, provide me with meds and oxygen." he started writing things down.

"eventually well move up to one that cares for me during the day when you arent here, and depending on how things go, a full time nurse, one that lives with us." he handed the paper to ryker. it had all the details of his illness to screen nurses with.

"right now i dont need anything too specific, just someone who can hurry over if i have a flare up and your not around. Im not too far gone yet" he hugged ryker smiling some.

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 06:29:44 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker accepted the paper, and then returned the hug.

"Yet." he said.

"Hm." he then mumbled, looking at the paper.

"I'll see what I can do." he told him.

"By the way, are you going to bring Aly here at some point?" he asked, shifting the topic.

"Are things getting serious between you two?" he then teased.

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 15:15:42 )
He blinked and went bright red.

"Ryker! not cool!" he cried in frustration hiding his face.

"Eventually ill bring her here to play piano for her...but weve been on one date" he grumbled.

"So back off. your lucky you dont have a girlfriend" his tail swished irritated.

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 19:33:31 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker just laughed out loud when Eke made his flustered exclamation.

"Hey, I was just asking." he said.

"And not like a woman would want to deal with a demon anyway." he then shrugged with a small sigh, before looking at the food.

"Aaaaand it's done." he commented.

"I made sure to make extra meat for you." he assured Eke with a more sincere smile.

"Oh, and how DID that date go, anyway?" he asked.

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 22:02:43 )
"Well...other than the panic attack i called you about, really really well..." he sat up smiling.

"Shes so sweet and she really is patient with me given my...issues" he smiled more.

"I think...i know i havent known her all that long but...i feel in my soul...in my core she might be the one..." he smiled at ryker blushing deep red.

"Shes so sweet and kind and patient. i cant get over how she wasnt mad at me for nearly ditching because of a panic attack"

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 23:21:45 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker just smiled softly as Eke said all he did.

"I'm glad." he replied.

"I'm very happy that you may have truly found someone." he told him.

"And I hope she IS that one." he added.

"You just gotta make the most of the time you have."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/6 23:24:19 )
He nodded happily.

"Yeah. id be lucky to find someone so...i dunno...someone who would be there for me when im having flareups..." he chuckled and started eating.

"You work today? i can do the nurse search if you are." he looked up

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/7 00:56:51 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker nodded.

"I am, sadly." he said.

"So you'll have to do it yourself." he told him.

"Sorry about that." he apologized.

"Try not to push yourself TOO hard."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/7 04:11:38 )
"Im just making calls" he laughed and finished up his breakfast.

"Stop worrying your gonna get old fast if you do" he grinned and washed his plate.

"Ill do some searching"

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Voltie — The Dude Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/7 05:08:36 )
One.. by... one.
They only fall... a-part.
Can it be.. undone?

Ryker just laughed out loud.

"Oh, please." he said.

"I'm gonna peak at age 30." he told her.

"No, seriously. The other me said that." he then said further. "That's when he's gonna stop the aging process and pretty much start grooming me and my body for taking the underworld throne." he informed Eke.

He then cleared his throat a bit... more loudly than one would expect.

"But I'll cross that bridge when I get to it." he said.

"I hope the calls prove fruitful."

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Donator — He/They Posted 5 years ago ( 2019/06/7 05:13:20 )
"Well...uh...good luck with that" he chuckled.

He went upstairs to get his phone.

"Ill see you tonight!" he called from his room as he started working out how to use the internet on his phone.

He was never allowed to use a computer or anything like that so working with this smartphone made him feel like an old person.

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