Amity's posts

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I didn’t think I’d have so much to say. I guess that’s good.

Okay. Good night everyone.

Tired of being tired. Fuck.

I hate bed time so much. I wish I had more of a routine.

It’ll be good to get trucking and that life style will kinda force a routine. And that’ll be nice. I hope it’s nice.

Fuck I’m sad. Tired of being sad.

Well I guess it’s time for bed.

I feel so sad. I did my shot late this week. I want to change to the pellets wheee you only do it every six months or so but who knows If this god forsaken podunk town can even do that. Or if they’ll try to “refer” me to someone out of area.

Not that I have insurance. I think my work has to offer it to me next month. Get me and my wife on that so she can get her guts looked at finally. God. God! Ahhhhhhhhhh

Took a long ass nap each day this weekend. Felt amazing afterwards. Hopefully it’s just getting over that damn flu or whatever and not that I need that much sleep. I don’t have time for it.

I know I need more sleep and rest than I’m getting daily but life doesn’t care that I’m disabled.

Sometimes I wonder if something Real Bad happened and I ended up in the hospital if any family besides my wife would even show up.

Moving back in as an adult has been eye opening in the worst way. I’ve learned and grown so much in the last 2 months here.

God I hope I get a scholarship. I don’t know what we’ll do or how long we’ll have to stay here in semi homeless limbo if we have to save it all up ourselves.

The hotel alone would be like 3 grand for a month or something.