Amity's posts

Oh I’m tired

I guess I should get ready for bed

Doing yoga really helped with my pain. I don’t know that I can call it yoga, but stretching any way. God that feels good. I don’t think my muscles have the ability to relax on their own. I wonder if that’s the autism or something else wonderful. The brain damage or the ptsd

Why can’t I sue my mother for setting me up to be a horrible adult

My wife just found one of the dogs nails in the bed lmaoooo

Nasty ass creature

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My sense of identity and the queer bashing is so bad here that I feel so self conscious of my avatar here even on the forums

Who gives a fuck if people think my gay avatar is gay on a site like this?

It’s just become so hard

I’m wearing makeup again and my wife says it’s pretty and that made me happy. That she noticed and encouraged it today meant a lot.

She’s so good and so important wow I love her !!!!!!!

Things are just really fucking hard right now

They’re getting better I guess but Christ it’s slow going

I guess feel free to message me or post in here if you’d like, about something I’ve posted.

Conversation isn’t really the reason for this thread though so I may ignore you if I’m not feeling it.

It’s not personal. The undercurrent is where I come to hide.

please don’t post here

if you want to talk to me about something here please message me, comment on my profile, etc.

Ohhhhhh you know. One of those threads.

For whatever reason I’m having a really time writing in my paper and pen journal, but writing my thoughts is a really important part of self regulation for me. So I’m hoping I can kinda micro journal here the way I’ve seen some others do.

I personally think it’s fair to up the cost for each name change. I prefer it to systems that either don’t allow it at all or require the donator currency to make the change.

I can see how it’s a huge sink though. I used to change my username on other sites constantly until I got myself sorted out.


@Feral: are you looking to change your name now? I could send you the volts for it if you’re still on the 5k one, if you let me know how many you need :)

@PoeticTorment: Yes please! I’ll send you a trade. Thanks!

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return

I stay cool, and dig all jive,
That's the way I stay alive.
My motto,
as I live and learn,
is
Dig and be dug
In return