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Let me preface this with: I'm into bdsm, specifically I'm into dd/lg scenarios.

The gentleman I'm about to be discussing will be referred to as Army, the nickname I gave him years ago because he shares a name with my ex. So I had to separate them with nicknames. Anyway. This gentleman, Army, has been known to me since high school. We hung out roughly in the same groups, and his brother dated a friend of mine. Now all throughout high school I'll be honest, he had always made me incredibly uncomfortable. He was one of those super intensely serious people that just set the hair on the back of your neck stand on end. Army was cute, not really in the typical way. That's not what made me uncomfortable about him though. At the time though it didn't really matter, I was in a very committed relationship. In fact I was already engaged (I was with that guy for 7 years before we called it quits). Not long after breaking up with my fiance Army messages me that he'd like to hook up. Now I've never really been into the idea of casual sex, or at least high school Ama was never into the idea. Recently broken up college Ama though? She decided to give it a try, what's the worst that could happen? Right?
(This is a very long story, I'm sorry.)
Army is actually in the Army, so he wanted to get some while he was home on leave. After we did the do, he went back to base and that was it for a little while. Then he starts hinting towards wanting a relationship, I wasn't into the idea. I'd just gotten out of a seven year long engagement. Didn't feel the need to jump back into anything serious, I finally wanted to explore and expand a little. So I just kept pretending like I didn't really understand the hints. Besides that he once made the claim that he wanted to involve his gun in sex play. And honestly the fact he scared me was what drew me into him, and that kind of made me uncomfortable with myself. He gets kind of mad with me for not getting it, and we lose contact for a few years.
After a few years of doing the solo thing, and getting pretty comfortable with who I am as a person. I finally entire into another relationship. That lasted for about a year, and was with a guy I'd been friends with since I was in middle school. It wasn't a relationship that was meant to last however.
Army pops back into my life. Within a few minutes of my FB status changing to 'single', he messages me. Instantly he gets into sex talk and about how much he wants to have a FWB arrangement with me. Something to do whenever he was in town. I was in a dark place thanks to the break up, and my bipolar disorder. So I agree to the arrangement. We start sexting for the most part, since he lived a pretty long distance away. This is where things start to get disturbing and where telling you I'm into dd/lg was not a waste.
He starts talking about having sex with children, and being very aggressive into the idea of being my daddy. Except he didn't want to be my 'daddy', he wanted me to join him in reality. I'm skipping some stuff because this is overly long. Basically he shows me some uh...illegal things. He actually does use his gun in sex play. And tells me that if I ever report him, or if anyone ever reports him. He'd escape prison and kill that person. I have been trying to report him secretly ever since. Though I don't know enough information for something like Crime Stoppers to work, and I really really don't want to talk to the police about how I know certain things.

That is Ama's story, and she has been working hard to keep from ever meeting with Army again.

I've been seriously hoping my cousin would miscarry her baby