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I have monster. I shouldn't drink this stuff but I'll drink it when it's late and hopefully I can stay up long enough to reach page 900.
@pixiebuns: Wow sorry for the late reply, the site was going real slow for me. Nothing would load.
I kinda hinted to him telling him that I have to tell myself he's not that kind of guy and stuff.
I want to go visit him but now I'm not sure if I should. He just doesn't want me doing something that I'd regret and I get that.
It's just, I wouldn't have to worry about said thing because I would assume he'd respect me enough to behave.
@pixiebuns: Thanks, that's very kind of you to say. ^^
It's a very long story. Yesterday my friend said something that should have had me flattered but it made me sad instead.
It's not his fault though.
@vengeance: D'awe so cute! xD
@pixiebuns: It's nothing crazy. I just have a tendency to overthink things. BPD doesn't make it any easier.
Guys are just complicated. Or maybe I am.. I dunno.
But anyways, I don't want to be a debby downer. lol
I'm sure you both will, just gotta post a lot. :3

Umm I dunno, I kinda feel worse now talking it out with my friend. OTL
Yes, that too! xD
I haven't even checked but I'm probably still number 7.
I'm glad to hear that. ^^
I should work on that Vanora art but ehh...
I'm lazy. lol
@vengeance: Hey Hey!
@pixiebuns: Hello!
I'm pretty good you guys. Kinda have a lot on my mind but I'm trying to clear up any doubts I have right now with a friend.
How are you both doing?
Good afternoon volties!
@unicorn: Oh don't worry, you're fine. :)
@nalight: I'll be sure to let you guys know how it went.
I need to sleep now though. Sorry I couldn't stay for very long. I'm really tired though.
Goodnight and sweet dreams!
@unicorn: That is so true! D:
@panda: Nope, no I don't.
@nalight: Thank-you! -hugs-
Yeah it's tough but I mean, we've been friends for 2 years. It will be 3 years in Christmas Eve.
He's a good guy, has more pros than cons at least.
@panda: Me being in a relationship with him? It would be nice but I dunno.
He lives all the way in PA so...

@nalight: If he brings it up tomorrow, I'll talk to him.
@panda: What, sleep with him?
No way. I don't want to. I am too fixated on how I was raised. I take it very seriously.
I don't just want to give it up to just anyone.

Nalight - I always just chuckle it off because it's cute but he never told me that he wouldn't mind sleeping with me.
He never once mentioned it. I'm over reacting, I know I am. It's a flaw of mine. -shrugs-
The guy knows very well how I feel.
We both like each other very much and he knows that I was raised a certain way and all that crap.
I dunno. Whatever, one mess up. I'll try not to think about it and if he brings it up tomorrow I'll uhh... Idk.