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@vengeance: Hey Hey!
@pixiebuns: Hello!
I'm pretty good you guys. Kinda have a lot on my mind but I'm trying to clear up any doubts I have right now with a friend.
How are you both doing?
Good afternoon volties!
@unicorn: Oh don't worry, you're fine. :)
@nalight: I'll be sure to let you guys know how it went.
I need to sleep now though. Sorry I couldn't stay for very long. I'm really tired though.
Goodnight and sweet dreams!
@unicorn: That is so true! D:
@panda: Nope, no I don't.
@nalight: Thank-you! -hugs-
Yeah it's tough but I mean, we've been friends for 2 years. It will be 3 years in Christmas Eve.
He's a good guy, has more pros than cons at least.
@panda: Me being in a relationship with him? It would be nice but I dunno.
He lives all the way in PA so...

@nalight: If he brings it up tomorrow, I'll talk to him.
@panda: What, sleep with him?
No way. I don't want to. I am too fixated on how I was raised. I take it very seriously.
I don't just want to give it up to just anyone.

Nalight - I always just chuckle it off because it's cute but he never told me that he wouldn't mind sleeping with me.
He never once mentioned it. I'm over reacting, I know I am. It's a flaw of mine. -shrugs-
The guy knows very well how I feel.
We both like each other very much and he knows that I was raised a certain way and all that crap.
I dunno. Whatever, one mess up. I'll try not to think about it and if he brings it up tomorrow I'll uhh... Idk.
@panda: I know it's in their nature which is sad.
He knows my rule is none of that until marriage.
He said he didn't mind but he didn't want me braking my rule so I guess that's good?
Still, I can't help but focus on the fact that he just flat out said he wouldn't mind it.
@panda: I just thought he was different. -sighs- But I guess he's just like the others.
@panda: So am I.
And what's worse is that he knows something's up but I honestly don't even want to tell him.
We haven't been able to talk lately and now the first time we;re able to this happens.
@panda: Yeap. -sighs-
I should be flattered, but I'm not.
He said that he wouldn't mind umm... you know... with me and that upset me.
@dread pirate: Omfg! xD
That's freakin' funny!
@panda: It's silly but to me it was just like... I dunno, disappointing.
@dread pirate: Nooo don't do anything to him! D: