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Woot woot! Time to be more active in the forms to be able to buy all these recolors!
I think they look nice, I just bought the majority of them. LOL

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@dreamer676: Ahh really??? But I mean, hey, at least you had a fountain pen at the time. Also, it's better to have something later than never. But oh man. :vanora_cry: That's always the worst. Thankfully there IS ink that won't get weird when using copics. It sucks, though, that you buy the fountain pen but the ink you have doesn't react well with the copics. Is it the one that came with the fountain pen? Or did you buy it separately?

Oh man I'm trying to digital paint in between commissions!

I can honestly understand this to a T. I used to feel such drastic emotions, and my feelings of numbness will be different from another's, it depends on how emotional they were from the get go. Let's just say i'm an extremely emotional person from the get go. haha
I don't know if this has happened to you, but let's say that after feeling so many surges of complex stinging emotions, all of a sudden I just "shut down."
I stop talking to majority of my friends, I stopped caring, and I used to be the "mom friend" of the group.
I have never been the one to talk about my feelings, and when I do it's usually serious (or I'm trying to relate to people like here) because of immense stress I put on myself. Because of this stress, I believe I am on "shut down" mode right now.

I think everyone who is going through this needs to hear this though: Don't stop going outside.

I say this because I did. I stopped going out. I didn't feel as if people were worth it, I felt as if I was a big fool. So, now I have severe vitamin d deficiency on top of other problems, plus people who were my friends are like strangers to me. But to be honest with you, they weren't the best friends anyways. LOL
There are so many things that could cause this, and it's different from person to person. There are different solutions for each person. Everyone goes through different things, but I can try to list a few things that may help just by seeing what you said?

Anxiety and depression is a HUGE factor in this. They could even be the culprits. But, it could also be the childhood issues. Heck, it could be everything intermingled and your anxiety just won't let you let go of it.

But I'm going to stop going on and on. LOL If you ever need to talk I'm always free to pm! I'm more than willing to listen.

@addy: You're welcome!!!!

PFFF TRUST ME. Nobody but you will notice that. They'll think it was meant to be that way, plus, a lot of people don't tend to pick out those details unless it's their own work. But that's true! It truly is great quality.

I'm glad that you will be! I hope your commissions go well!

Hey, if you ever need to privately talk or anything, shoot me a PM. I can understand a lot of what you're going through, my mom is chronically ill as well. I'm so sorry that this is going on. I really hope your mom will be alright, that you will be alright.

@addy: Of course!!! ;u;

Oh man, I'm sorry to hear about that!!! I'm glad you're in a better place though. I think taking a night off is always necessary every so often. Sometimes I think people forget that.
But your business card looks awesome!!!

@dreamer676: Ahhhh I see, at least the dip pen is great. I'll have to get myself one someday. LOL But I think that's good! that way you can just focus on the lining itself. Plus getting a dip pen I bet you want to experiment with it.

Aye!!! How's it going?

@sasha: That makes so much sense though! I mean, it's as if they're a completely different character.
But right? You can find some cool names that a lot haven't heard of.

@addy: Aww I understand! ;u; Hey, do remember, a lot of artists aren't doing it, or aren't doing it everyday as well. Life gets in the way! Plus you're working and have less time than others. ;u;