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aw thanks! i get a bit awkward entering hangout threads, because i'm not always great keeping up with the ongoing convo at all times ; u;

i mean, maybe the timing isn't right at the moment at least, if you're busy!
cuz i definitely think it's important to be fully certain that you are ready for the responsibility of a pet, too many people just get em and can't take care of them, and it makes me sad :/

while i'd love to have one right now, i do also think it would be better for the pet if i wait until i know i live somewhere i'm gonna stay for a while, because i remember our housecat growing up got kind of tired from all the moving we did, and i'd just... like to ensure i have a more stable home first when i get one myself

i'm so behind on the event so this is a very welcome update heheh ; u;

Team metal!

Next is team sound, maybe?

(sorry for just jumping into the conversation randomly but..)
i would also love to have a dog!! and a cat!!
but our flat doesn't allow it, so for now i'm just using my gf's old nintendogs
(not quite the same, as i really want something to cuddle, and the lizard we have isn't exactly fond of being touched)

i mean i personally tend to go for comments on profile if i just wanna pay a compliment or say hi, and mostly use pm's for stuff like sorting out threads or other stuff that i want to be easy to revert back to later

i don't know if i think it's intrusive, but i do get somewhat... anxious seeing the notifications on my inbox rather than ping's for some reason?? maybe it reminds me too much of emails or something, hahah ; u;

Wonderland wasn't how she had left it, their Alice. Not that it seemed right to be fetching a kid to come save their home (who knew, maybe this world was just as chaotic?), so Chez didn't exactly feel morally great about fetching the child to bring her down into their chaos once again, but it's what they were supposed to do. That didn't excuse it, they knew.. but what were they supposed to do? They weren't the protagonist in this story, they never had been.. they just had a part to play. And it was bringing the chosen one.

Being in her world, they took the form she would be familiar with. A white bunny in a waistcoat, with the same little pocketwatch they always wore. It's not that they had any form of magic ( but maybe the watch did? who knows??), but the portal, the one that Alice knew as a rabbithole, served not just as a literal portal between the worlds, but linked them so the nonsensical made sense to the rules of the world you entered. Maybe you could go elsewhere too? Chez had never really tried, it was scary enough to visit Alice's world, and that was the only other place except Wonderland they knew of.

It took a little while, but eventually, Chez found a girl that looked (for the most part) like Alice. Sure, the hair was different, but the face was pretty much the same as before. It's not like Chez was unchanged either, so they decided not to judge.
As they were sure they had caught her eye enough for her to be interested enough to follow, they muttered to themself
"Oh, I sure hope this is the right Alice....", not wanting to bring any more chaos with them back down through the hole.

still looking for more, if anyone is interested!

(got this reopened, by the way, so will update here every time i make a new one)

@vessel: right?? like with my autism diagnosis, i got it late because it's based on one stereotypical white cis man. and i am lucky getting it, because i have certain privileges (lived in norway at the time where healthcare is mostly free, or at least covered. and i'm white, and was cispassing at the time. I know it's way harder for others for plenty of reasons, and it would be incredibly selfish of me to gatekeep people who don't have the same access, you know?)
and also like... the 20 years i went undiagnosed i was still autistic even if i didn't know. so the same applies to anyone else who doesn't have the papers for it.

the reason it's harder now is because i've moved to the UK, i'm sort of not as cis passing... and yknow.. covid..

but yeah i mean when i think i know what diagnosis i have while sort of selfdiagnosing, it's not because i'm like "oh, this sounds like fun!!", i'm confused about why my brain does a thing, and i put a lot of research in (usually while crying, partly because i don't want it to fit, but it does; but also just crying because it's overwhelming and i feel broken). I am desperately looking for a word that explains what I'm going through, i don't want another diagnosis to add to the list; but i know there's something undiagnosed there and i'm just trying to understand it... but I feel like people think i'm just looking for pity or trying to manipulate them, when what i'm trying to do is ask for help or empathy... :/
i don't want pity, it doesn't help, it's just othering. i'm just tired..

again, i rant
sorry!!!
it's just frustrating

@vessel: aaa now i'm conflicted hahah
because i was mostly into the space opera idea to begin with (i am weak for space ok, and once you mentioned fifth element i was really on board),
but now that you mentioned the paranormal detectives i'm really into that one too :vanora_sweat:
do you have a particular favourite?

will probably pm you soon!!