Eleven's posts

haha something is wrong with that mouth layer

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the 21st?

yeah I tried that a few times and never got to the boss so I stopped haha

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hahaha yeah I was thinking to myself they couldn't have been sooo tiny

these retina screens are too good

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man I want the maps to clear out haha
I have just been using the words to buy souls

I think I got the bookmarks and then only souls
I never earned that many points haha

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I've just spent the last like two hours trying to use up all these maps for the run, Melos event because I'm tired of seeing them collect up

but I still have 35 ugh

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gooood morning

I'm eating my dinner cereal

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@Kairu: thanks for being encouraging :>

I think I have gotten complacent with my weekly weekend sketching habit though. like it's not enough. but it's what I've been doing and I'm like welllll I'm doing something
time to change it up and add something

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@Kairu: thanks for taking the time to type all of that!

I'm glad you started drawing again c:


I'm not passionate about things |D I try to find things to be passionate about but I'm so blahhh about everything

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@Kairu: haha clearly you can have both feelings at once
there's nothing I really want to do

in my mind, absolutely nothing is worth the level of effort that would actually be required to make it happen
and obviously if you don't put in the effort, it won't happen

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I am a fraud of an artist

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@Kairu: omg dude like these questions make me so sweaty |D idk the answers to most. I'm just interested in creating things because I like to look at the things and experience the stories and I am quite touched by animation myself.

I feel like I /don't/ have a favorite part of drawing. it all feels like a chore and you have to endure it for the product. and I feel like this point just highlights how unsuitable I am for an art job

I do want to make a comic

favorite topics??? I guess nothing? I know for sure not history, nothing real I'm not knowledgable about worldly things.

what to improve? everything
honestly being able to draw well, so anatomy?
then color. I've always hated color. when I did take art lessons as a child, I refused to color things because I felt like it looked so bad with color lmao. so the teacher let me learn pen/ink

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@Kairu: I guess I want it to be my job?
but I definitely don't work hard enough at it
because I guess I don't think I'll actually be good enough

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@Kairu: oh haha well you can view it in archive view for a general idea I guess xD most of the stuff on the first page is pretty recent actually

yeahhhh I need to draw more finished things for a website/portfolio
I feel like idk what to do to be an ~artist~

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@Kairu: welllll it would make sense to actually make the effort to learn things

mostly just toss stuff on Tumblr but also instagram

I do have a domain name and technically could make a website but I don't actually have anything to put in it I guess haha

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