Kiri's posts

@Monorea: I only want to support myself too. I work full time but where I work, that is only an average of 35 hours a week and I make $10.23 an hour so not terrible, but not great. I can support myself with that, I think. Just live in a small apartment. Right now, I live with my parents still, but they're on the older side. I don't know what I'll do when they die. I have never taken care of myself before. I don't know how, honestly. I don't drive and don't want to take a bus everywhere, so I know I have to learn how to drive.

@Monorea: Yes, I agree. People only seem to care about being successful and making good money and if you're not successful, they view you as worthless. What about happiness and enjoyment though? I would rather be a poor person who enjoys what I am doing, then strive to be really successful, but be stressed out all the time. I am not someone that handles stress well. I just need to learn to stop caring about what others think of me.

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@Monorea: Yep, you're absolutely right and I have no video editing skills so I would need to go to school for it maybe before even attempting. Why bother? I like my job anyway. I like how my life is now, I just let it bother me that I don't make enough money and that others will look down on me because I don't want to be a lawyer or a doctor. I don't want to go to school. I don't even want to drive XD

@Monorea: Yes, but as I said, I tried sharing my channel but no one views my videos so I can't get started. That's probably because I don't write lyrics and all I do is sing already existing songs. Also, I don't have any of the equipment so the quality isn't great. That's probably why too. I just use my computer for the video and audio. No great microphone or camera. As we talked about before, it's kind of exhausting and annoying. Youtube, I mean. I tried keeping up with making lots of videos and posting them, but I got sick of it and how no one viewed my videos, so I gave up XD

@Monorea: I hope so, but I doubt it. My nerves cannot handle it all that well. I did grow up taking singing lessons and I performed in talent shows and had solos in chorus, but every time before I would go on, I would be freaking out that I would forget the lyrics or my voice would crack. There were times that my voice did crack because it was shaking due to me being nervous and I believe that is why I didn't win in the end. That is why I would like to be a voice actor/singer and not an on stage singer with a record deal. I cannot handle all the people staring at me.

@Monorea: Many people have said my voice is beautiful. It is I who thinks the voice in my head sounds better than the one I have heard in recordings of it XD

I have videos of me singing on youtube if you were ever interested in watching one.

Break

Feta

Elephant

Random big crystals behind you.

Nope, not Gina either.

You are Emily?

@Monorea: I always think I sound ridiculous on the phone and that I will stutter. I get so nervous that I panic before making any calls and I write scripts for myself so I can read it to the other person. I'm actually better with people in person than on the phone, but not by much.

I have a great singing voice, but it doesn't really matter because my personality is so bad that I will never make it anyway. You have to at least fake being sociable and I can't even do that.

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