Kiri's posts

I see. Yes, that's true. I wouldn't be able to hold up being a youtuber either. At least not on my own. I would need to do it with a friend or a group. I can barely even talk to a camera and if I do, I look back at the video and just tell myself how horrible I look.

I always wanted to be a voice actor too for anime or cartoons but that would also be hard with not being sociable. As you put it, everything is exhausting. For people with social issues, just talking to others in person and holding a normal conversation is exhausting.

Actually, phone calls are also terrible. I have a phobia of talking on the phone.

I would like roleplaying as a job or playing video games like those youtubers, but it's hard to get started and I don't have the motivation to keep going when no one looks at my content. I'm 26 so I'm close to being as old as you. My main problem when it comes to everything is my personality and social anxiety. I can't be that happy, friendly person everyone expects you to be. There are days when I don't want to talk to anyone in real life at all and I just want to be left alone.

Your cape has holes in it.

Ah, I see. It's 6:11 PM for me right now so I still have a long way to go before the dreaded sleep. I get off at 1 but sleep at around 3 XD

@vengeance: I'm doing well right now. Bye bye for now XD

Hello everyone. I'll be here. I don't get offline until 1:00 AM

Yeah I wouldn't kill myself either. I just see no meaning to life. I only want to have fun and that's it. I can't deal with all the stress of needing to be successful. Especially because there's nothing I really want to do with my life besides roleplay.

You said it. We seem like almost the same person with similar personalities. I sometimes wish the world would come to an end already so we wouldn't have to exist anymore.

Brownie

I mean, not to get depressing, but everything is a pain. That's why I come on these avatar sites. Life is a pain XD Having a job is a pain. Getting older and having responsibility is a pain. Just sick of everything XD

I remember my dreams and rarely ever have nightmares, but sleeping is just a huge pain for me. Sometimes I can't fall asleep at all and when I do, I wake up every two hours or so anyway so then I have to go back to bed. So many people love sleeping and naps. I don't bother to nap at all. I dread sleeping. It's an annoyance.

@Monorea: Omg someone that agrees with me! I don't like sleeping. It's a pain in the ass to try to sleep. I wish I never had to XD

Nope, not Amber.

Jason?

Knock

Ah, that sucks. I hate being sick too. I hate anything that might make it more difficult to sleep.