Lithinel's posts
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Thank you. I feel bad about dumping all this crap on you, but like...I don't know who else to turn to and this community as a whole is one I feel very safe in, but I still feel like I'm burdening everyone.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: And the thing is, I know my parents don't try it either...and that makes me feel even WORSE.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Okay, chances are I probably defintely won't get my coffee now. It turns out, my dad didn't even leave yet...he was just gathering his tools and what not...so it's going to take even longer now.
That's me! Like it doesn't take much at all. And often times once someone guilt trips me, I'm usually depressed for pretty much the rest of the day because my depression and anxiety already make me feel like a terrible person.
That's me! Like it doesn't take much at all. And often times once someone guilt trips me, I'm usually depressed for pretty much the rest of the day because my depression and anxiety already make me feel like a terrible person.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Thank you so much. It means a lot, really. 
It really isn't...and I'm very easily guilted too, which makes it even less fun. Like it doesn't even take much. My mom made me feel guilty about feeling sad about not getting my pumpkin spice latte by saying "don't make dad feel about not taking you" or whatever the exact words she used was...
And the thing is...that's not what I was trying to do at all...so that I only made me feel even more upset.
It really isn't...and I'm very easily guilted too, which makes it even less fun. Like it doesn't even take much. My mom made me feel guilty about feeling sad about not getting my pumpkin spice latte by saying "don't make dad feel about not taking you" or whatever the exact words she used was...
And the thing is...that's not what I was trying to do at all...so that I only made me feel even more upset.
Posted in Event discount art shop!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@yandere: Oh yay! Thank you so much. I'd actually like to grab a slot now then in that case.
I need to collect references together before I can send in any characters. But I'd really appreciate it if you could save me one until then. I'll give you and extra item just for reserving it.
I need to collect references together before I can send in any characters. But I'd really appreciate it if you could save me one until then. I'll give you and extra item just for reserving it.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Thank you. I'm hoping that he will be home by a decent time by I honestly doubt it. I have a Starbucks five minutes away by car so if he does get home by a good time, I can totally go. It's just highly doubtful he will.
The only reason I'm going is because I don't want to be guilt-ed into going like with my cousin's graduation party last year.
The only reason I'm going is because I don't want to be guilt-ed into going like with my cousin's graduation party last year.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Yeah, I was really excited honestly. I didn't get to properly enjoy the one I got on Wednesday due to my situation, so I'm really downhearted now. I was really looking forward it, and it now it will probably be too late by the time my dad gets home. I usually don't like getting coffee past like 3 o'clock. And I can't get it tomorrow either because we have to go to a relative's 50th anniversary party. Which I don't even want to go to, because it's going to be mostly outside and really hot. And...I just hate parties.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Sorry, I was eating my lunch...well early lunch. And I can't blame you, I'd probably do the same. Lol.
I only like flavored iced coffee with whipped cream, stevia, and other things. Not too big on the coffee flavor itself. And unfortunately, it seems like plans have changed regarding my pumpkin spice latte. My brother called my dad and needs some help fixing his deck, so he's going to be doing that.
Looks like Ill just be making my own white chocolate mocha instead.
I only like flavored iced coffee with whipped cream, stevia, and other things. Not too big on the coffee flavor itself. And unfortunately, it seems like plans have changed regarding my pumpkin spice latte. My brother called my dad and needs some help fixing his deck, so he's going to be doing that.
Looks like Ill just be making my own white chocolate mocha instead.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Oh, I totally get that. I've had days/mornings like that myself.
And I mean, everyone's different and has their own tastes. I'm sure there are things that other people like that I don't.
And I mean, everyone's different and has their own tastes. I'm sure there are things that other people like that I don't.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@queen of trash: Still recovering from my trauma, but a little better than previous days anyway. How about yourself?
And yeeesss! I'm addicted to them. And super sad I can only get them during the fall season.
And yeeesss! I'm addicted to them. And super sad I can only get them during the fall season.
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
Heya guys! I'm here!!! At least for a bit.
Later on, I'll be going out with my parents...and getting an ICED PUMPKIN SPICE LATTE!!!
Later on, I'll be going out with my parents...and getting an ICED PUMPKIN SPICE LATTE!!!
Posted in Marker Art Rolls [ 9/10 available!]
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
And.... I forgot to roll.
Posted in Marker Art Rolls [ 9/10 available!]
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@amber lynne: Oh no, don't apologize!!! It's their loss! Lol
And.... I LOVE YOUR NEW AVI OMG.
Where did you get the wings and hair? The leaves and the arm mod? And the eyes. Lol
And.... I LOVE YOUR NEW AVI OMG.
Where did you get the wings and hair? The leaves and the arm mod? And the eyes. Lol
Posted in Veng's anniversary party!
Posted 5 years ago
November 2017 - February 2018
@star2000shadow: Oh nice! Haha. I entered as well, for Sound. But I highly doubt I'm gonna get any votes at all.