Moodyb's posts

@Tuijp: Yeah, most of them are a nightmare.
my sister, my cousin and his fiance are really the only ones I feel I connect with
and they actually care.

Plus most just see me as either a charity case, or a bum who is living off her dad.
and it's not really like i have a choice.
I am trying to get a resume started to apply for a job
but all they see me as some sort of lazy girl who doesn't want to work when actually, it's the complete opposite.
I want to work and move out SO bad.

@Tuijp: yeah they aren't great.
and my family gossips about other family members and i am over here like "really, this is none of your business. it's their life."
my dad and grandmother are Jehovah witnesses. My grandma is less strict than my dad.
if i told him I was an atheist he'd think i'd worship satan when that's an entirely different thing....

But yeah they aren't really great.
get togethers I hate because everyone gets drunk talks about racist, sexist BS.
and I just sit in the corner pretending i am not related to them XDD

still, it's good to have people in your life who actually want and do know you or even small things about you.

[x]
Still working on fixing her arms and shoulders
but overall I am feeling confident how this is turning out.

At least someone knows something about your right?
Even if they aren't a part of the family anymore.
To me blood really means pretty little when it comes to family.

Most of my relatives, don't know about me and I see them often.
But they never really ask me or have asked me what I want, what I like etc.
All they know is I like cats and going through GED classes.
But in my family, they tend to basically think the worst thing that happened to me defines me but i'm more than
what the worst thing happened to me 8 years ago.
Only people who seem interested is my cousin's fiance.

But I mean it's still good to have someone know a little bit about them even if they aren't really your family or related to them.

@superbearwars: Yeah, I won't get discouraged.
My doctor told me if the birth control and antibacterial[for acne] doesn't work she'll prescribe me something else.

Well as far as I know she hasn't had a seizure in quite sometime.
Sometimes she had to be sent to the hospital[she is in a nursing home]
because meds she didn't need to be on, cancelled out her seizure meds.
But i think they are working for her.

and omg ouch. i'm so sorry you broke your arm in the process D:

It fills me with joy to see people talking in here.

5.10
Too much is going on.

@RoseyWitch: Yes it shall!
Good thing i bookmarked a ton of CSS sites. 8D

@AelloTyphoeus: yeah, me too.
I keep passing out cause i'm hungry but not much to eat in the house

@SnakeWeaver: yeah that's not going to help me get up.
few nights ago went to bed at 11pm. still got up late. lol

My friday the 13th was pretty good.
Except for well...falling down the stairs, slamming my pulled muscle shoulder blade on the stairs....
But i mean overall it was pretty good.

my nightmares get seriously graphic.
The day I killed my laptop[luckily it only took 2 months to fix by warrant]i dreamt of something quite graphic.
Like flesh melting under the sun[i know real gross. wtf is wrong with my brain?]
and the worse part is like...i could smell it.

@SnakeWeaver: im changing my schedule.
I'm tired of sleeping in till 4pm.

@AelloTyphoeus: fixing my sleep schedule so I can get up earlier than 4pm.
It worked though. got up 3 hours earlier.
But i am extremely nauseated..

I will probably end up crashing
//it's 9am and i haven't slept yet

@superbearwars: it doesn't but i rather not take a huge chance.
but i don't feel any different.
and yeah true. My bc is a low dosage. but it's not for not making babies.
It's for period cramps so I can work. I'm actually on my third week on the pill for the first time ever.
So I am not sure if it works or not yet. I won't really know until my period starts within a week ish maybe.
I also think my bc might be aligning my period since mine are 30-35 days.

Ah I see. My mom is also on seizure meds.