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Posted in My mother's condition
Posted 5 years ago
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@Taffy: I don't really do either. :vanora_sweat:
@Lithium: i've kinda already been through it when my mom first
had her stroke, so i am not 100% distraught as I knew this day was coming.
Just not as quickly. But if she is comfortable and happy to live the last of how many days she has left
that is all that matters to me.
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@Taffy: I don't really do either. :vanora_sweat:
@Lithium: i've kinda already been through it when my mom first
had her stroke, so i am not 100% distraught as I knew this day was coming.
Just not as quickly. But if she is comfortable and happy to live the last of how many days she has left
that is all that matters to me.
Posted in My mother's condition
Posted 5 years ago
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@Taffy: its okay, I knew this day was come just not so soon.
For me i just bury myself in work like art.
My sister is more so the type to bounce her legs when she is anxious as it helps her.
I'm not so good with emotions, especially the depression part. :vanora_sweat:
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@Taffy: its okay, I knew this day was come just not so soon.
For me i just bury myself in work like art.
My sister is more so the type to bounce her legs when she is anxious as it helps her.
I'm not so good with emotions, especially the depression part. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in My mother's condition
Posted 5 years ago
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So my mother's condition has been getting worse recently.
She was in the hospital about a month ago due to she had rectal bleeding and got news yesterday her condition was not
getting better but getting worse, so my dad had been discussing about getting her moved into a hospice.
But they will treat her very well from the sound of it, but not really ready for when she does die
as it brings up not good memories when my mom first had her stroke and just not sure how well it will affect me
but just wanted to update anyone as I am not a very active person on avatar sites lately.
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So my mother's condition has been getting worse recently.
She was in the hospital about a month ago due to she had rectal bleeding and got news yesterday her condition was not
getting better but getting worse, so my dad had been discussing about getting her moved into a hospice.
But they will treat her very well from the sound of it, but not really ready for when she does die
as it brings up not good memories when my mom first had her stroke and just not sure how well it will affect me
but just wanted to update anyone as I am not a very active person on avatar sites lately.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: unfortunately i feel utterly useless and guilty quite often. :vanora_sweat:
But whatever it's probably just an anxiety thing and maybe i'll get over it one day.
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@Lina: unfortunately i feel utterly useless and guilty quite often. :vanora_sweat:
But whatever it's probably just an anxiety thing and maybe i'll get over it one day.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: it is what it is.
and then i feel like i'm barely trying in life. :vanora_cry:
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@Lina: it is what it is.
and then i feel like i'm barely trying in life. :vanora_cry:
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: because i don't have a real job.
in my family doing anything freelance is considered not a "real" job.
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@Lina: because i don't have a real job.
in my family doing anything freelance is considered not a "real" job.
Posted in whats ur favorite coke flavor
Posted 5 years ago
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Vanilla coke.
I loved it ever since it came out when I was a kid.
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Vanilla coke.
I loved it ever since it came out when I was a kid.
Posted in What are you currently drinking?
Posted 5 years ago
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Right now I am drinking coffee.
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Right now I am drinking coffee.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: Idk if i can ever get a job from how many jobs require things i can't do.
So it feels like my only potential job would be art.
and yet getting paid for my art i would feel guilty for.
Tis very complicated. :vanora_cry:
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@Lina: Idk if i can ever get a job from how many jobs require things i can't do.
So it feels like my only potential job would be art.
and yet getting paid for my art i would feel guilty for.
Tis very complicated. :vanora_cry:
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: i got kicked off of mine
and i don't work so i can't buy insurance so i am pretty much
out of luck on that whole deal lol
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@Lina: i got kicked off of mine
and i don't work so i can't buy insurance so i am pretty much
out of luck on that whole deal lol
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: i can't really get diagnosed anytime soon
since i have no insurance. so i just deal with it however I can.
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@Lina: i can't really get diagnosed anytime soon
since i have no insurance. so i just deal with it however I can.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: I'm not sure on my depression as i've never been diagnosed.
However just know I have it as depression in my family almost everyone has it.
It didn't really start acting up until I was 14 when my mom had a stroke. And just got worse and worse
the older I got.
My anxiety use to be not bad but lately been feeling like an outsider on avatar sites
and unwanted of some sort so i've been straying away from them.
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@Lina: I'm not sure on my depression as i've never been diagnosed.
However just know I have it as depression in my family almost everyone has it.
It didn't really start acting up until I was 14 when my mom had a stroke. And just got worse and worse
the older I got.
My anxiety use to be not bad but lately been feeling like an outsider on avatar sites
and unwanted of some sort so i've been straying away from them.
Posted in License to drive baybee
Posted 5 years ago
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@Vermii: yeah. during the time I had to go to GED classes
it was a hard and it didn't help that i had guilt issues.
I probably can't work due to i have been having pretty bad anxiety and most
jobs require to work in a fast pace job and my brain can't do that. So I am kinda just out of luck
at the moment. :vanora_sweat:
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@Vermii: yeah. during the time I had to go to GED classes
it was a hard and it didn't help that i had guilt issues.
I probably can't work due to i have been having pretty bad anxiety and most
jobs require to work in a fast pace job and my brain can't do that. So I am kinda just out of luck
at the moment. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in Lock please
Posted 5 years ago
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@Lina: i use it but i just have my accounts closed until I get more comfortable
with making art.
I've had anxiety since i was about...4 or 5. I have separation and social anxiety and depression.
But i just don't do well socializing anymore which is why i am leaning off of avatar sites.
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@Lina: i use it but i just have my accounts closed until I get more comfortable
with making art.
I've had anxiety since i was about...4 or 5. I have separation and social anxiety and depression.
But i just don't do well socializing anymore which is why i am leaning off of avatar sites.