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Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: Yeah it was not a fun time.
and i first liked my latest ex but he was very one standard type, and would make me feel bad
for things I liked and called me "Obsessive."
yet he did the same with certain things he liked.

and when i would be frustrated with art and feared it would turn out bad his advice was "then don't make it look bad."
like...he was just..not great. and often times gave me "advice" when i wasn't looking for advice and just wanting to vent.
Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago
Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: Yup. depending on the weather a lot of them go up.
The last festival was a bit too chilly for them to take off the first day but the second day they definitely did.
And at night they do a night glow. They don't go up but it looks really awesome!
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@Salem: Im friends...with none of them.
I've had super terrible guys in my life. last one was pretty bad but not as bad as some of the other
verbal and mental abusers i've dated.
Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago
Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: That's a great idea.
I'd say labor day weekend here because we have hot air balloon festival once a year around september.
It's super fun to go to.
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@Salem: Darn them exs.
I'm sure my ex has cursed me too.
or put some sort of hex on me from being happy. :vanora_huff:

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago
Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: You has not but I have family who live in Oregon.
I live in Colorado.
It's rather boring here. :vanora_xd:
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@Salem: Oh no. curse you injured knee!
:vanora_huff:
Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago
Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: I'll send positive vibes towards your way too!
It just will take some time for both of us.

Aww i'm sorry. Maybe putting ice or heat on it might help ease the pain a little?
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Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: For real, me too! if i am left alone with my own thoughts
oh boy. the depression spiral happens.

Aww. I hope you feel better.
I totally know what you mean though.
Many times I have doubted if i really want to be a freelance artist or artist in general.
I have a lot of doubts and in figuring my life out. :vanora_cry:
But i hope it passes.
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@Salem: Yass stay warm and hydrated!
I'm cuddled in my bed again under blankets and resting since i still feel slightly ill.
but just relaxing now.
Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago
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@Salem: Yeah she is awesome.
It's hard to not feel that way so I totally get it.
I'm often very depressed so if i am not super peppy like normal, the dark cloud of depression is just hovering over me. :vanora_sweat:
Yeah, it's hard to push through sometimes.
I think what helps me most is just laughing at something or throwing myself into something that requires me
to work hard. for me that's my art.

Thank you, me too!
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Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: yeah i'd really love it.
my birthday has kind of always felt like a curse to me.
Like she knows i tend to get depressed on that day a lot[other than having depression constantly]
so she always asks me what i want to do and what special dinner i want to have.

She's always kind of looking out for me.
I struggle with really telling people how i feel as I am not a very opened person. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago
Batsy Says. . .

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@Salem: my sister wants to take me there one day around my birthday.
And I have a few k-pop bands i would really love to go to a fan sign event or a meet and greet. :vanora_cry:
Though i am learning more and more everyday. Cause i watch a lot of K-pop videos and just listen how to pronounce certain words.

It takes some time to getting use to.
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@Salem: It might be too cold but i washed my hands so maybe that'll help.
Me too! I don't often buy things but as i needed a coat and a new desk i got both of those.