Moodyb's posts
Posted in What's For Dinner Tonight?
Posted 6 years ago
『 Batsy Says. . .』
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I think I might end up just having cheddar shell noodles.
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I think I might end up just having cheddar shell noodles.
Posted in .:: ♡ Közi’s Magical Sweets Shoppe ♡ ::.
Posted 6 years ago
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@Kozi: Hehe yay! His name is Shownu.
He is very adorable.
@Vengeance: Ah. Hopefully it is before bed then.
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@Kozi: Hehe yay! His name is Shownu.
He is very adorable.
@Vengeance: Ah. Hopefully it is before bed then.
Posted in .:: ♡ Közi’s Magical Sweets Shoppe ♡ ::.
Posted 6 years ago
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@Kozi: Hopefully. so I am lokin at others art to see what i can do.
I did a leafy shadow so i want something that won't make it look too strange lol
@Vengeance: Ah Nice. Hopefully you figure it out.
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@Kozi: Hopefully. so I am lokin at others art to see what i can do.
I did a leafy shadow so i want something that won't make it look too strange lol
@Vengeance: Ah Nice. Hopefully you figure it out.
Posted in .:: ♡ Közi’s Magical Sweets Shoppe ♡ ::.
Posted 6 years ago
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@Kozi: Im doing very well thank you.
trying to figure out this background for this art piece.
Looks so plain. But ah well. I'll come up with something.
How about you?
@Vengeance: Im pretty good Just enjoying my weekend to work on my art.
Hbu?
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@Kozi: Im doing very well thank you.
trying to figure out this background for this art piece.
Looks so plain. But ah well. I'll come up with something.
How about you?
@Vengeance: Im pretty good Just enjoying my weekend to work on my art.
Hbu?
Posted in .:: ♡ Közi’s Magical Sweets Shoppe ♡ ::.
Posted 6 years ago
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Hello everyone :vanora_smile:
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Hello everyone :vanora_smile:
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
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@Rosamond: Sadly not really. Trying to sit at my desk more so i can.
I have to go to the store today though. but hopefully after i get home i can do a little doodle.
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@Rosamond: Sadly not really. Trying to sit at my desk more so i can.
I have to go to the store today though. but hopefully after i get home i can do a little doodle.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
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@Hachi: Mostly i just look at others' avis and just try things on in the shop.
I can only layer wendy dress with this overall sort of skirt.
it's my favorite layering lol.
Sometimes a color just look better with others. In a way it's like art.
Some colors are complimentary and some just...look bad together XD
I remember watching it a while back but forgot.
But it's a great pick me up show. and I've been in a witchy mood.
But not anything dark. They came out with a dark version of sabrina which I do wanna watch. But wanted to watch something happier first.
Sadly i don't really have anyone to confide in. which makes it harder. So i try to just...distract myself if possible.
Or sleep it off.
YES! sorry makes me happy their name people know of them.
I'm actually on the monsta x fan board. Because I am a lonely fan who needs to make friends...with fellow fans. :vanora_xd:
Yeah, it's great. I feel It's thanks to them my art has been improving. Cause i am very stubborn when i get motivated.
like NOTHING motivates me. But thinking how they've been working so hard for 3 years and they just won such a hard award
today[technically yesterday in korea] and they went up against legend-like artists that are hard to beat and still won first
i am like "LET'S GET THIS ART THING!"
Yup! it's super great. And it'll pay for other things I am sure. Like I can host raffles too. And i have no idea how much 90% of profit would pay
but i found a sticker machine i desperately want. it's a lot cheaper than a regular printer tbh. so even if i can't do prints, I can still at least do stickers! :vanora_icon: Having my own merch is a dream of mine.
I can't really rant to myself out loud. My sister is at home with me and i feel i can't tell her how i feel as she'll feel guilty.
Though I might make a diary for my mental illness to break some bad habits I have during my depression episodes.
I think that'll help a lot. and force myself to do art too.
I finally sat at my poor desk, and for the most part it was okay until my back began to hurt.
But i really should express my feelings in my sketchbook. I one day want to do a sketchbook tour.
those are so satisfying to watch.
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@Hachi: Mostly i just look at others' avis and just try things on in the shop.
I can only layer wendy dress with this overall sort of skirt.
it's my favorite layering lol.
Sometimes a color just look better with others. In a way it's like art.
Some colors are complimentary and some just...look bad together XD
I remember watching it a while back but forgot.
But it's a great pick me up show. and I've been in a witchy mood.
But not anything dark. They came out with a dark version of sabrina which I do wanna watch. But wanted to watch something happier first.
Sadly i don't really have anyone to confide in. which makes it harder. So i try to just...distract myself if possible.
Or sleep it off.
YES! sorry makes me happy their name people know of them.
I'm actually on the monsta x fan board. Because I am a lonely fan who needs to make friends...with fellow fans. :vanora_xd:
Yeah, it's great. I feel It's thanks to them my art has been improving. Cause i am very stubborn when i get motivated.
like NOTHING motivates me. But thinking how they've been working so hard for 3 years and they just won such a hard award
today[technically yesterday in korea] and they went up against legend-like artists that are hard to beat and still won first
i am like "LET'S GET THIS ART THING!"
Yup! it's super great. And it'll pay for other things I am sure. Like I can host raffles too. And i have no idea how much 90% of profit would pay
but i found a sticker machine i desperately want. it's a lot cheaper than a regular printer tbh. so even if i can't do prints, I can still at least do stickers! :vanora_icon: Having my own merch is a dream of mine.
I can't really rant to myself out loud. My sister is at home with me and i feel i can't tell her how i feel as she'll feel guilty.
Though I might make a diary for my mental illness to break some bad habits I have during my depression episodes.
I think that'll help a lot. and force myself to do art too.
I finally sat at my poor desk, and for the most part it was okay until my back began to hurt.
But i really should express my feelings in my sketchbook. I one day want to do a sketchbook tour.
those are so satisfying to watch.
Posted in What are some things you like to do alone?
Posted 6 years ago
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I'm also very much introverted.
I enjoy doing art alone, as well as listening to music
and binge watching shows.
If I go out i think i am more comfortable with someone as my social anxiety makes me run away
from things sometimes. :vanora_sweat:
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I'm also very much introverted.
I enjoy doing art alone, as well as listening to music
and binge watching shows.
If I go out i think i am more comfortable with someone as my social anxiety makes me run away
from things sometimes. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
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@Mellonin: yeah there is no way explaining things to dad sometimes. :vanora_sweat:
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@Mellonin: yeah there is no way explaining things to dad sometimes. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
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@Mellonin: Yeah, I understand that
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@Mellonin: Yeah, I understand that
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
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@mellonin: ah i see.
hope your cold gets better.
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@mellonin: ah i see.
hope your cold gets better.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
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@Hachi: YES I live up to my reputation.
It's not lame at all. I can't do simple avatars for the life of me.
I have to color coordinate. which then i have to layer my avatar as best as possible.
tbh i love this color green. Like Idk why. It just looks pleasing with these browns. It goes so well with like a forest theme.
which is what i was sorta going for. and it just created the atmosphere more witchy.
Acquaintances are good to have. I really should watch more shows tbh. So recently began rewatching Sabrina the teenage witch.
I love Salem.
But normally i watch my favorite K-pop group be ridiculous.Which helps me 0.
But sometimes my depression is really stubborn that no amount of videos will help. and at that point i under no circumstances can not NOT talk
to someone.
Plus, a good motivator is seeing how they went when they first debuted to now which this week they've won 3 awards.
and I am like "YOUR HARDWORK IS PAYING OFF." and it inspires me to do better. And to be better.
My favorite band is a K-pop Group Called Monsta X.
One of the members is in my signature. But they inspire me so much.
Yeah it does suck. But for a full supscription to get everything only $15 is reasonable compared to other supscriptions where you need to pay like $80.
Plus it's not only the privacy link i get. I can add custom emoji's, decorative banners, and 90% profit from my channel. So it's pretty much worth it.
But i didn't/wont get it until I've made my emoji designs. Which obviously will be bats.
Yeah. which is why i am never the person to follow just for a higher number of followers.
I get too lazy to rant my feelings. I use to. But i think i should just write myself letters. cause i don't want unsolicited advice like my ex always gives.
and its always bad advice too.
Yeah it really is. I really have amazing ideas when i am depressed which is kinda weird.
But i tend to not act on them. But i really need to. and i have two sketchbooks.
So even if i don't wanna make a masterpiece i can always just randomly sketch some bat designs.
Thank you i appreciate it.
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@Hachi: YES I live up to my reputation.
It's not lame at all. I can't do simple avatars for the life of me.
I have to color coordinate. which then i have to layer my avatar as best as possible.
tbh i love this color green. Like Idk why. It just looks pleasing with these browns. It goes so well with like a forest theme.
which is what i was sorta going for. and it just created the atmosphere more witchy.
Acquaintances are good to have. I really should watch more shows tbh. So recently began rewatching Sabrina the teenage witch.
I love Salem.
But normally i watch my favorite K-pop group be ridiculous.Which helps me 0.But sometimes my depression is really stubborn that no amount of videos will help. and at that point i under no circumstances can not NOT talk
to someone.
Plus, a good motivator is seeing how they went when they first debuted to now which this week they've won 3 awards.
and I am like "YOUR HARDWORK IS PAYING OFF." and it inspires me to do better. And to be better.
My favorite band is a K-pop Group Called Monsta X.
One of the members is in my signature. But they inspire me so much.
Yeah it does suck. But for a full supscription to get everything only $15 is reasonable compared to other supscriptions where you need to pay like $80.
Plus it's not only the privacy link i get. I can add custom emoji's, decorative banners, and 90% profit from my channel. So it's pretty much worth it.
But i didn't/wont get it until I've made my emoji designs. Which obviously will be bats.
Yeah. which is why i am never the person to follow just for a higher number of followers.
I get too lazy to rant my feelings. I use to. But i think i should just write myself letters. cause i don't want unsolicited advice like my ex always gives.
and its always bad advice too.
Yeah it really is. I really have amazing ideas when i am depressed which is kinda weird.
But i tend to not act on them. But i really need to. and i have two sketchbooks.
So even if i don't wanna make a masterpiece i can always just randomly sketch some bat designs.
Thank you i appreciate it.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
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@Hachi: Lol. I've never been into black and red avi's tbh.
I usually prefer trying weird color schemes.
Cause a friend a long time ago said i could make the ugliest colors look beautiful.
which is still a compliment i enjoy. :vanora_xd:
Yeah and my brain loves to wonder about how i have not a lot of friends online
so then it just...spirals from there. Tbh not really sure.
i think it just builds from one single thought. it happens anywhere really.
Well i think i am taking them seriously because of a stupid thing though.
I want to draw a few pieces of my favorite band and send it to them.
but i want my skill level to be a lot higher. Like Semi-realism level. And I really want to draw them something
because they kinda mean a lot to me...that and i honestly want to make my own content and be a freelance artist
as a full time job one day.
I can...but i have to pay $15 for the subscription.
It's honestly cheap. But since I am like...broke i can't do that until I get a job.
Yeah. And then other people all they do when they watch is ask for a follow back.
and i don't really like doing the 'i'll follow you if you follow me.'
Like no. sorry but i am not gonna follow someone's art if i honestly don't like it or if it's not my taste.
cause then it just feels like my follow is fake.
Which is why i never even talk to him anymore but then somehow when he sends a message and i reply.
because i am needy to rant to people about all these emotions i have.
Not towards him. I feel nothing for him.
but i have very little people to talk to that i feel i can talk comfortably about
anything. i have a hard time really communicating and stay communicating with them.
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@Hachi: Lol. I've never been into black and red avi's tbh.
I usually prefer trying weird color schemes.
Cause a friend a long time ago said i could make the ugliest colors look beautiful.
which is still a compliment i enjoy. :vanora_xd:
Yeah and my brain loves to wonder about how i have not a lot of friends online
so then it just...spirals from there. Tbh not really sure.
i think it just builds from one single thought. it happens anywhere really.
Well i think i am taking them seriously because of a stupid thing though.
I want to draw a few pieces of my favorite band and send it to them.
but i want my skill level to be a lot higher. Like Semi-realism level. And I really want to draw them something
because they kinda mean a lot to me...that and i honestly want to make my own content and be a freelance artist
as a full time job one day.
I can...but i have to pay $15 for the subscription.
It's honestly cheap. But since I am like...broke i can't do that until I get a job.
Yeah. And then other people all they do when they watch is ask for a follow back.
and i don't really like doing the 'i'll follow you if you follow me.'
Like no. sorry but i am not gonna follow someone's art if i honestly don't like it or if it's not my taste.
cause then it just feels like my follow is fake.
Which is why i never even talk to him anymore but then somehow when he sends a message and i reply.
because i am needy to rant to people about all these emotions i have.
Not towards him. I feel nothing for him.
but i have very little people to talk to that i feel i can talk comfortably about
anything. i have a hard time really communicating and stay communicating with them.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 6 years ago
『 Batsy Says. . .』
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@Hachi: Its so nice.
I think i will stick with this one for a long time.
I should make a black/red avi one day on here.
I think sometimes being only online depresses me further cause i get alone with my own thoughts
and then it just goes downhill from there. :vanora_cry:
But in RL I am kinda okay at hiding how i feel so when i am depressed i just try to suck it up.
So when I am online i kinda fall to pieces and have a melt down.
I'm honestly a lot more peppier when i talk in RL. Like i am bad at talking first but if someone talks to me first
I have no issue what so ever.
Nah I never have tried drawing while watching because i have a very hard time understanding
if I multitask.
I think i'd be less self conscious if my Livestream was private.
I've had some rude people come into my stream and ask for requests and when i said requests were closed
they gave me a lecture on freedom of speech. even though i'm the one that has to draw. Not them...
and my ex made me self conscious because of my music taste. and was very rude to me about it or even just mentioning the type
of music i would listen to.
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@Hachi: Its so nice.
I think i will stick with this one for a long time.
I should make a black/red avi one day on here.
I think sometimes being only online depresses me further cause i get alone with my own thoughts
and then it just goes downhill from there. :vanora_cry:
But in RL I am kinda okay at hiding how i feel so when i am depressed i just try to suck it up.
So when I am online i kinda fall to pieces and have a melt down.
I'm honestly a lot more peppier when i talk in RL. Like i am bad at talking first but if someone talks to me first
I have no issue what so ever.
Nah I never have tried drawing while watching because i have a very hard time understanding
if I multitask.
I think i'd be less self conscious if my Livestream was private.
I've had some rude people come into my stream and ask for requests and when i said requests were closed
they gave me a lecture on freedom of speech. even though i'm the one that has to draw. Not them...
and my ex made me self conscious because of my music taste. and was very rude to me about it or even just mentioning the type
of music i would listen to.