Mooneevee's posts

"So, this is kind of a rant and a possible advice thread.... So, the story is we been dating for a year and a half. We had a little bump in our relationship do to his father's illness and eventually death. It was a sad and yes, I gave him space. Now, after his father's death I expected mourning and I expected down time. I was there for him when he needed and we did have date nights.... And I thought over time it would be more frequent, but I was wrong. We had a great day in October with us doing our Halloween event. After that we almost ended things because he claims work and his home life was getting worse and busy.... I sighed and told him I understood and as long as he communicates with me, we will be okay. He told me things he didn't like, which I found some of it odd.... Like don't say I miss him or love him or anything about asking how he is, etc.... All of which I find normal but I thought maybe I was being too much, cause with anxiety can come with multiple text messages, but he claims to understand and laugh about it before. Like I told him, communication is key and just talk to me.

Thats all I ever asked! He does have a horrible thing of gaslighting me when I have issues, however I take it as him expressing his feelings and maybe on the phone its hard to be as understanding as in person. He speaks about always putting his top hat on and now I realize it just means put on his nice hat and act all nice and fake.... It's kind of annoying but whatever.... He is depressed I assume and still assume. He also claims he cried when he was thinking of ending things, however how he said it wasn't cause he loved me,... He cares about me and came off odd when he said it. I cried about and oyr relationship, he cried more so about not having time for himself and then he said time for me.... But it seemed fake or forced or I don't know.

After the conversation I was happy though. It ended with us joking and being ourselves again.... We talked about gifts and told me I should spoil him lol.... All joking.... I bought him a lit of stuff and said we can do everything after the holidays. Everything was fine.... Aim to now, he isn't really talkative.... Our last call depressing and all he been writing was good morning and good night.... Nothing more. No answering questions or responding to anything I write. Ugh.... Now, I am in limbo. A part of me knows things maybe okay cause he would tell me don'r buy him anything, however it is also too late to say that. I don't know. It's only been like this now for maybe a week a half.... Feels longer but I looked back at text and noticed it was really a week and a half.

I don't know any more. I should wait for him to want to talk to me and maybe on the day offs he will. My one friend said that at least he acknowledges you and possibly feels bad.... but I don't know. Communication is lacking again/."

"@Miss Sandman: I know. I am a silent sufferer cause I hate putting it on others, however for my health I have to talk to him. I may do so tonight. I think he gets out of work early today cause it is Thanksgiving. He works for a bakery. "

"@Miss Sandman: He isn't a texter, so usually speak in person or on phone with personal problems, however I always tell him to text me in the morning and at night to inform him if we can talk. It has been a while and last night he was exhausted and went to bed early. I don't think he wants to end things, I just think he is getting a little comfortable in this relationship and doesn't need to make the effort. I don't know. It's stressful for me not knowing what's going on. "

"I see him pop up on facebook and hoping he would message me but nope. He has yet to say happy turkey day or something like that. Yes, he messages me everday but only good morning and good night. Lately I feel ignored and it is driving my anxiety to a breaking point. He says he will be there for me but lately he hasn't and I know why, just that he needs to say it himself. See, I believe he is suffering from some medical issues he is not indulging with me yet. He tells me bits and pieces but never the full story. I get it, he doesn't want me to worry but he has been making me worry constantly. Ugh I feel so lost right now. This is more so a rant, but also to get advice into what I should say or do.... He doesn't respond well to long text messages, usually ignores them and just says good morning or night or whatever..... And phone calls have not happened in a while, partly my fault but also he been getting home at like 1 am from work. I just hope he isn't cheating on me. I don't think he is, it would be kind of hard too considering we are blasted on social media. But i don't know honestly. Its depressing. "

"I don't get scared or spooked but here are my favorite horror movies.

1. Nightbreed
2. Hellraiser
3. Reanimator
4. Dead Alive
5. House of 1000 Corpses

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"In love with this game and have a great team too. I like catching all the pokemon, enjoy the setting etc.... I wish it was more roaming, but the wild area is great. I wish they make more stores with other items that are unique to customization. It is already cool but I felt they kept the same trend from Sun and Moon. Wish they did more. The money system is better, I feel like you get more and can collect items better. I like the over all experience so far.

Here is my team:

Cinderace: Fire Type: Level 46 (so far) named him Ares
Mudsdale: Ground Type: Level 44 (so far) named him Nino
Galar Rapidash: Psychic/ Fairy Type: Level 42 (so far) named her Amalthea (based on The Last Unicorn)
Noibat: Flying/ Dragon Type: Level 41 (so far) named him Dracula
Boltund: Electric Type: Level 44 (so far) named him Yellow.
Thievul: Dark Type: Level 44 (so far) named her Foxy

I love my team. I didn't go for the standard grass and water type like I normally do. Mudsdale is a strong pokemon. Cinderace has a great attack called Pyro Ball and animation is awesome. Also love the design. Rapidash is one of my favorites because its a Unicorn. Boltund is strong as well. And always loved by Noibat! Thievul is because I am really into foxes.

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"So, I am trying out shudder and watching Creep Show, I finished what they had on there and hell yeah it was awesome. Great for the Halloween spirit. My favorite was The Finger, lol... Anyone else watch it?"

"I have a not so popular tik tok lol.... But I am trying to get a Pokemon Trainer, Professor etc kind of thing going, similar to the Hogwarts professor thing going on. Not sure if anyone is on tik tok, but I could use some help! I want to really start using it for my original stories and concepts, but have not really started. My username on there is nicolemarino313 I do get some views, mostly in the two digits and for some reason my sons basketball video got over 200 views lol... Wasn't even trying haha.... Anyway, it would be cool to see who is on and see if I can get support!"

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Hey sorry! I haven't been on in awhile. I still have them if you are still interested."

"Bumping up"

"@Tsundererra: You can do whatever you like, I don't mind either way. :) "

"@Raxton: Sent you a trade! Thank you!"

"@Tsundererra: Sent you a trade. Thank you!"

"First come first served! Post below and I can get to you when I can.

Here is my list of what I am selling:
4 Sept. 2019 crates: 5k each
5 may 2019 crates: 5k each
4 July 2019 crates: 5k each

Here is my list of what I am trading:
Nefarious Guard for a Punky Plasma
2 Ancient Slanders for a Punky Plasma
2 Corrupted Ichor for a Merlantis

Also, wanted the new crate items, Howling Mad and Gone Batty for one of these items:
Turnip for What (2 to trade or sell) (4k to sell or one of the new crate items)
untamed (I have 8 to trade or sell)(4k to sell or one of the new crate items)
The Ruffian (I have 8 to trade or sell) (4k to sell or one of the new crate items)"