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Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

the one that takes care of me and exudes such a robust sense of stability, calmness, and dominance.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

the one i can have when no one is watching.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

the one i can have, but only behind closed doors.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

every guy i meet... i compare to him.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

every person i meet is just so boring. and i feel like i've looked through all of my options.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

i'm still trying to date. it's not working out.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

but oh, the money i would pay to know.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

outlook not so good.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

does this ever work out for people like me? the side chick? the other woman.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

should i just be patient? there are only 3 scenarios here, really.

- one of us loses interest and cuts it off. however, at the rate things are progressing, this is the least likely scenario
- his girlfriend finds out and breaks up with him
- he leaves his girlfriend

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

i want to cry and text him dirty things and hear him whisper things in my ear again and cry and kiss him, hard, all at the same time

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

i don't want to lose my emotionless demeanor. i don't want him to think i'm attached. what if he loses interest then?

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

i will see him again either tomorrow or tuesday, and there are so many things i want to say, so many things i want to ask, and i just can't get them out.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

it seems more like an affair at this point, than just simple cheating