Tabby's posts

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

hopefully that can help me clear my head.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

i'll go get some coffee and food and take a nice long drive

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

perhaps i need to figure out a way to get back to that.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

perhaps that is the better way to be, right now.

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

and although i wouldn't have felt happiness, i would have been content

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

apathy certainly is easier

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

is it better to be apathetic, or to feel too many things to the point where it's confusing?

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

before, i wouldn't have really even felt any specific way about it

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

before, i never would have questioned it

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

i have to wonder if i am better this way now or the way i was before

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

things that i used to be so concrete and stable with, i am no longer

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

it's crazy how that stuff can change so fast and you lose sight of who you are

Posted in don't dead open inside Posted 5 years ago

i'm not sure that i remember who i am