Vengeance's posts
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@sunny: There's not a single genre you are interested in?
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@sunny: A triller book by a Dutch writer. And I am not sure what to start next XD
@The Youngest Granny: Good good.
@Totalanimefan: I was going to play the vibrance day game of today and then one of my cats came in front of screen and hit the enter button XD
Posted in What are you currently listening to?
Posted 5 years ago
I am currently listening to Heart Of Lies by Striker.
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@sunny: I read a book 3 days back. It's been ages since I done that. I have been thinking about starting another one.
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@The Youngest Granny: I am doing fine right now. You got back just in time.
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@sunny: Yeh I was. However I would not be suprised if I woke up in the middle of the night with a grumbling stomach.
@Totalanimefan: I am sorry to hear that.
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@sunny: Yeh I am doing a bit better. Also took a nice relaxing bath earlier. My stomach also feels better. Didn't really feel like eating all day. That's how upset I was.
@mdom: The vibrance day game or the jigsaws? XD
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@dragoness129: Aww. Will you send her a card or something?
@the youngest granny: hey there.
@totalanimefan: Hey hey.
@alethna: Hey.
@mdom: Hey rainbow.
@sunny: Hi there.
@lithinel: Hey.
Posted in It made me feel alone
Posted 5 years ago
@Glume: I do sometimes talk to metalheads about metal. But when it happens they are always way older then me somehow XD
We have a hard rock bar in my city. But I am not going there alone. And the person from my last work that asked me to go was a no since he liked me and I did not like him.
@sunny: I almost always ping you when yo are online. So we do talk a lot.
Posted in Asian tv shows
Posted 5 years ago
Anyone have any good ones to reccomend? Right now only interested in action or triller shows. I currently have the following on my to watch list: Iljimae, The Return Of Iljimae, Goblin, Hotel del Luna, Signal, Secret Forest, Haechi, Master Sun, City Hunter, Marriage Not Dating, Queen Seon deok, Memorist, The King: Eternal Monarch, World Of The Married, The Untamed, Kill Me, Heal Me, Where Your Eyes Linger, Rugal, Until We Meet Again & 2gether: The Series.
I watched the following shows: Zettai Kareshi, One Pound Gospel, Code Blue (season 1), Celeb to Binbō Taro, Hanazakarino Kimitachihe & Cinderella and Four Knights.
Posted in It made me feel alone
Posted 5 years ago
@glume: I do leave the house. I love to go shopping and go to concerts/festivals. But going to for example a bar to meet people. Nop. I just feel so out of place. I hate how I look on pictures so I am not happy about being on an online dating site. We have this tv show where you go on a blind date. And I wouldn't mind taking part if I wasn't a really picky eater.
@boyrrito: I thankfully have online friends but it is not the same (you can always come chat in my threads). They are still very far away. I most of the time stick to asian actions, triller and horror movies and it's for a good reason. I should do the same for asian series. I have watched some romantics one in the past, Zettai Kareshi (To much crying for me. I cannot deal with sad things. Did like it tho), One Pound Gospel (I laughed my ass of), Code Blue (wow me watching a medical drama), Celeb to Binbō Taro, and Hanazakarino Kimitachihe (aww I loved it).
@sunny: Yeh and it sucks. If I still had a job it would be better because then you have coworkers to destract you.
Posted in It made me feel alone
Posted 5 years ago
I don't care if my boyfriend wasn't a handsome kpop man. My biggest love is still metal music. I love going to metal concerts and festivals. Being there just makes me happy and it feels like I belong somewhere.
I just have such a fear of rejecting. My parent's constribute to it. And if I had a job I could just move out but I don't. My biggest passion is graphics design. Even studied for it and got a diploma. But I feel like I will never get a job in it. I got out of school when we had a financial cricis going on so my type of job was hit hard.
Posted in It made me feel alone
Posted 5 years ago
There is something I rather don't think about and thus I try to aviod it all cost. But I decided to watch a romantic K drama and then the feeling of me feeling alone came back. And it hit hard
Right now as I am typing this I am crying. I don't have a good relationship with my parents (they continue to emotional abuse me), have no real life friends, don't like going out thus not will I ever find someone to be with me? Also always have been to afraid to tell a guy I liked them. It's because I have been bullied for 4 years in high school. I don't know. I just feel like I will end up alone for the rest of my life (I'm 31 now).
Posted in From me with love
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Aww even cuter.
@Wildfire: Well I sure there are other great soups out there.