Xvz's posts
Posted in wrik world [keep me company while i'm bored?]
Posted 4 years ago
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aww i hope your appointments went ok!
whenever i have to doctor i try to treat myself afterwards <3 like eat something yummy !!
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Posted in I Just Need To Vent
Posted 4 years ago
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@devilkinboi: aww that's sweet of them! i'm really glad you have a good support network :-)<3
i'm super grateful for mine and don't know if i could keep up my mental health without them <3
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Posted in honeyglazed ★
Posted 4 years ago
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oo what games did you get ^^
i finally have room for games on my computer !!
my old one was constantly running out of storage and i had to delete a game as soon as i finished playing it lol qq
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Posted in ∘◦ᵒ .⋆｡˚☽⠀wishlist⠀{ come chat anytime ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙ }⠀☽˚｡⋆. ᵒ◦∘
Posted 4 years ago
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@chiffonorange: oo i haven't really had a metal phase yet but i think there exists a parallel universe where i could be a metalhead lol
what kind of music do you usually listen to?
what does your new one stand for :0 F S DnB?
something something drum and bass ..?
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Posted in Chat with me while I write?
Posted 4 years ago
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@sunny: oo that's very relaxing thanks for sharing!
having a writing prep routine (like playing specific music/sounds) helps so much too, both for focus+atmosphere but also i feel like it conditions your brain lol, like it hears the sounds and it's easier to snap into writing or working mode :3
oh interesting! something i think abt w his writing is that it's been translated, so i usually focus on the paragraph/plot level than on the individual sentence style. i haven't read much of his other fiction, but i feel like the writing / plot shape isn't like roller-coaster-y but is more level? (not sure if this description makes sense) - it's great for like subway reading, like no single sentence/paragraph is too intense or attention-demanding. but i can definitely see how it might not appeal to everyone!
i haven't read cloud atlas but i'll check it out!! are you being literal when you say you've read it at least a hundred times ..... :0
spec fic is the best!! ^^ i think talking to you about it is inspiring me to start writing more :-) i was looking into spec fic writing groups the other day haha
i definitely feel you! i think a lot of art/writing that i do, i don't feel like i need to share with anyone and it's mainly for my own enjoyment. i think sharing and getting feedback is the best way to improve, but trying to improve as fast as i can isn't always the goal, sometimes the point is just because it's fun and i like it! it's impressive that you have a whole ass novel though lol i hope someone will get to read it sometime if you ever feel like it :-)
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Posted in Next event?
Posted 4 years ago
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@lilmisskushy: oo yeah i feel u it's hard to know what items look like! i don't have the poses on hand but i have the thumbnails for these two if it helps:
- acrobat 
- veles (i use the legs from this a lot) and ty! i love playing w it haha it's so hard not to change it esp whenever you get new items! :-)
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Posted in ∘◦ᵒ .⋆｡˚☽⠀wishlist⠀{ come chat anytime ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙ }⠀☽˚｡⋆. ᵒ◦∘
Posted 4 years ago
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@chiffonorange: oh i see ^^ i haven't heard it before, i had to look it up
i don't usually listen to metallica :0 the song is great! very energizing :-)
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Posted in ∘◦ᵒ .⋆｡˚☽⠀wishlist⠀{ come chat anytime ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙ }⠀☽˚｡⋆. ᵒ◦∘
Posted 4 years ago
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@bonnie: omg tysm ^^<3
if i get multiple items at once i end up making like five avis in one night lol and don't actually get a chance to use them all as my current
i liked my last one a lot and would have kept it for longer, but i couldn't resist the skull motorcycle scythe bg combo lol
oo i like dreams of delight as easy white/silver or gold accent! i usually just use the back sparkles tho cuz the front ones do cover up more if you've already has a good amount of stuff on
oh i see - i'm glad you're liking it though! is this your last year?
yeah i feel like it's harder to stay engaged/motivated when you know there isn't a real person in real time on the other side, especially since it's on a screen
it's nice to be able to do stuff on your own time / flexibility, but sometimes what i need most is structure/being forced to do something at a specific time
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Posted in I Just Need To Vent
Posted 4 years ago
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@devilkinboi: that's good you're able to work with your doctor with how to cope. preferential treatment is so frustrating and i'm sorry to hear it. and yeah, just because you understand behavior or can explain it does not mean it's ok!
that's super tough to have to deal with transphobia at home <3 you deserve to be respected and acknowledged for who you are. just a reminder that experiencing transphobia is not your fault <3 i hope you're able to find supportive and affirming communities outside of your family situation in the meantime until you can move out.
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Posted in .:: ♡ Közi’s Magical Sweets Shoppe ♡ ::.
Posted 4 years ago
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@another movie addict: oo what would you put on them?
@kozi: that's fun! it'll be exciting when you receive them
what are you printing on them? :0
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Posted in of governments and men | closed rp
Posted 4 years ago
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@lullaby:
xavzaphir stood deep in thought. dusk settled into night, and he was hovering again by the window, letting his mind roam free, eyes catching with nonchalance the occasional train passing through the darkness. the three moons hovered above the tracks. next week the council heads would meet to discuss the annual research budget, determining which departments would be prioritized for the coming years at the alchemist's council school and observatory.
two years ago a bill was passed, stating that it was allowable by velic laws for the state's military to explore research into weapons of mass alchemic warfare—a practice long condemned by the international committee of universal rights. the clause was quietly introduced into a larger bill allocating budget for public research funds and carefully worded to obscure its devastating nature.
in academic alchemy circles, however, researchers caught the change and mobilized to protest the bill. in the face of public backlash, the council school issued a public statement condemning the clause and its deceitful inclusion. but the statement was superficial at best, an empty promise to assuage the protesters, and the council continued to accept the government’s public research funds with little further regard.
a year into the bill, the council's research budget had appeared to nearly double based on internal speculation, yet the public fund allocation and tax receipts did not reflect this increase. it was rumored that the council school was receiving shadow funds from the velic military, the two institutions conspirators in the development of warfare alchemy. of course, the council’s paper trail remained sparkling clean.
due to his fellowship contract at the time, xavzaphir was legally bound to silence over the bill and the council’s affairs, and he was too scared—no, too cowardly—to violate its terms, essentially blacklisting him as a researcher-alchemist so early in his career. hopelessly xavzaphir had watched as his colleagues, some tenured, were quietly defunded and let go. the controversy soon died, largely ignored by the media and publicly framed as a niche minor drama among the academic community.
xavzaphir was resigned to his silence but obediently continued his research. he knew why they kept him around: his work on quaternion motion could reveal the key to alchemizing chemical antimatter, the last piece necessary to prove the theory of multiversal inversions. researcher-alchemists around the world were on the brink of a massive breakthrough, and the council wanted—needed—to be the first. in theory, he should be generously funded for the next few years, at the very least. but where those funds came from, and what confidential projects the excess funds were disappearing into…
a hesitant voice broke his concentration, and his eyes regained focus on the sylvan figure emerged in red. a prospective research fellow? or was the wood elf here for one of the summer assistantships?—he must have missed the memo about her early arrival. she looked… lost, but trying hard not to show it. sympathetic, he offers her a languid smile.
“um... sure." he responds in a low voice, trying not to disrupt the quiet working atmosphere. "are you here for the summer research assistantship? cuz we usually give a tour during orientation, but that’s not for another two weeks or so. i’m xavzaphir, i'm an adjunct research professor here”—shifting his mug to his left hand, he extends his right to greet her with a handshake—”what do you need?”
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Posted in endless screaming
Posted 4 years ago
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Posted 4 years ago
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Posted 4 years ago
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