When Your Emotions Aren't Your Own

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

"Jordan!" she heard him yell back.

"Where is she!? Is she okay!?" he asked her.

"Miss Anya, forget about ME! Check on Jordan!" he pleaded.

"Please!" he exclaimed.

While he hadn't actually directly answered her question, his pleading seemed to have answered it for her.

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

"Jordan? She's in holding." Anya told him honestly.

"Elven influence and whatnot." She added. "I assure you though, she's fine."

"Now, how about we talk like civilised beings and NOT through a damned door?"

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

There was silence for a moment, before she heard him speak.

"...k." was all he responded with, in a quiet and almost defeated tone.

She was allowed entry, and when she stepped in, she saw him sitting across the room.

And he looked VERY subdued now.

Ashamed, even.

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

Anya stepped in and took a few seconds to take in the fact taht he was whole. Honestly and legitimately whole.

"The hell?" She wondered aloud, but quietly, as she approached.

"Hey kid, look at me." She said as she stood in front of him. When he did, she was silent.

"....... you're back together." She commented. "And I have NO idea how."

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

"I don't know." Sebastien responded.

"It just... happened." he told her.

"And all I could do was remember how I acted." he went on.

"I feel like shit, Miss Anya." he admitted.

"What I did was... I acted so horrible..."

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

Anya just sighed before taking a seat next to him.

"Why?" She asked.

"Why do you feel so horrible?" followed a couple of seconds later. There wasn't anything other than curiosity to her voice though.

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

"...I started to not care." he responded after a moment.

"The people that came to me for help. I hated them. I ignored them. I thought of ways to avoid them." he said.

"Jordan. I started to hate being with her." he went on.

"I ATTACKED Zeke, for crying out loud." he then stated.

"I almost KILLED him, Anya!" he exclaimed.

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

Anya just sighed.

"Almost is not doing it." She commented.

"And.;... suffice to say, Jordan wasn'tin the best headspace either." She added.

"Do you know what happened?" She asked after a few more seconds

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

Sebastien shook his head.

"Not... really?" he responded.

"All I know is that I started to feel weird after my first picture was taken with her camera, but I didn't really seem to mind or care." he told her. "And eventually, I started to not see her as Jordan." he went on.

"...she was just a proxy for Vanessa Encrae." he mumbled.

"And... then, suddenly, I just felt whole again. Like, right NOW, suddenly." he finished.

"My mind is just swimming in a haze of memories and crap..." he admitted, placing a hand to the side of his head.

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

Anya was silent for a moment.

"Yeah, I'm not surprised you did see her as such." She commented.

"Because that's pretty much what happened. She IS heavily swamped in mana from the elf." She told him honestly.

"Which.... is why she's locked up at the moment, so she can't possibly cause problems until we can figure out a way to remove that mana from her safely."

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

"...damn it." Sebastien cursed.

"I can't believe she managed to get to me. To Jordan. To everyone." he said.

"..." he was then silent for a moment, thinking about it.

"But my human soul is back, now..." he said quietly. "It just happened... right now. And I don't know why." he admitted.

"And the fact that YOU don't seem to know is... confusing." he then said.

"I know you've been working to help those here with that." he continued. "But this wasn't you?"

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

Anya just shook her head.

"I have no idea." She told him honestly.

"I've been working with Ty." She added.

"Did not know anyone knew I was even here, for that matter." She added with a light laugh.

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

"Well, I could sense you." Sebastien responded.

"And I've heard people talking about how you're helping others." he went on.

"Or... well, Agent King, as you've said." he continued.

He then paused, and thought a moment.

"How IS Agent King doing?" he asked.

"And Agent Sharp?"

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

"Honestly thought I was being lowkey enough." Anya admitted.

"Guess I should consider myself lucky that Encrae never realised what I was doing." She added with a light shake of her head.

"Anyway, Sharp? No idea. Been working on Ty." She told him.

"As for Ty, well, I don't need to finish with him, obviously. Chances are if your soul is whole again, his is too. I Don't know what the cause is, but if something returned yours, then I would be amazed if you're the only one."

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

"Are you going to check?" Sebastien asked.

"Also, I understand if you don't want me to be out of this place." he then said.

"I'll understand if you don't trust me yet." he went on.

"After all, this happened... VERY suddenly and abruptly."

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

"Yeah, just stay put for a bit. Get your head together." Anya said.

"I'm going to go check with a few others, make sure you aren't the only one, and see if I can get any sort of information." She added.

"You gonna be ok to be left alone?"

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

Sebastien paused for a moment, before nodding slowly.

"Yeah... yeah, I should be fine." he said.

"Just... gotta get my head on straight and such." he went on.

"Get this mind haze to clear." he mumbled.

"But that's all I need to do right now." he assured her.

"So I'll be fine. Pretty sure."

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

Anya nodded.

"all right." She said before getting to her feet.

"I'm going to go and check in on others. If you need me, call." As she said this, she wrote her mobile number down on a pad of paper that was in there.

"I'll see you later." After he'd confirmed he'd call if need be, she took off. Her first intended location was Ty.

She approached the dorm and knocked.

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

Colin

Friend PM Trade

Forgive, O Lord,
my little jokes on thee...

"Come in!" she heard.

When she did, saw saw Ty sitting in one of the chairs, looking... a little shocked.

"Wow." he muttered.

"Dunno what you managed to do, but it was amazing." he told her.

"I feel... completely like myself again!" he exclaimed.

"Seriously, I feel back to my old self, 100%."

...and I'll forgive thy
great big one on me.

"There is no shame in deterrence. Having a weapon is very different from actually using it." - Ghandi

Amber Lynne

Friend PM Trade

| ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ!

"Actually... that last bit wasn't me." Anya told him honestly.

"I don't know what happened." She added after a moment.

"But something did, and you're not the only one who is affected."

♫Feed my insanity || Write me a tragedy || Let's make a memory || A night to forget♫

My Youtube. I upload Tuesdays

Ping me. always

ALWAYS looking for art of my Characters
If you do art, PM me

Forums Role Playing When Your Emotions Aren't Your Own

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

Colin

Amber Lynne

You must be logged in to post