i'm a damn good healer and it fucking makes me SO mad when i clear a dungeon with a party, w/ no deaths, no wipes, and i get either 1 commend or none. like... DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO FUCKING HEAL + ATTACK + MAKE SURE I DONT DIE/YOU ALL DONT DIE??????
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STOP SENDING ME 10$ COPAY BILLS I ALREADY PAID YOU THAT AMOUNT TWICE IN AS MANY MONTHS AND I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN TO THE DOCTOR RECENTLY WTF IS GOING ON REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
seriously just charge your damn copays while I'm there instead of letting them build up and then sending me separate bills in the mail months later. It is ridiculous!
seriously just charge your damn copays while I'm there instead of letting them build up and then sending me separate bills in the mail months later. It is ridiculous!
TSUN ★ TSUN ★ TSUN (≖︿≖✿)
Not sure why, but I am feeling a strange sense of dread. It’s like there’s boss battle music playing in my head but no boss in sight to fight. WHY BRAIN?!
(✿ ♡‿♡) DERE ★ DERE ★ DERE
Why do you think it’s okay to pile your adult responsibilities on me?!
I get it you’re scared, you’re also like thirty years older then me.
You know I’m deathly afraid of driving on highway insist on getting your test at a hospital I have to drive on a high way both ways 99.9 percent of the way there and get pissy when you last minute ask me to take you.
I told you last week I probably wasn’t able to do it.
So you pin this all on me 24hrs before
I have no time off because I used it to watch my mother die.
When I tell you I can’t do it you flip on me and tell me to “fricken forget it” so whatever.
I told you I can do all local appointments with you.
Don’t use my personal fear against me.
I’m honestly just done picking up everyone’s pieces.
No one cares how I’m doing
It’s just if the bills are paid, what you’re doing, ect.
F me and my grief
F me and my feelings.
I’m sick of doing for everyone
Yet I set boundaries and I’m a piece of shit.
I get it you’re scared, you’re also like thirty years older then me.
You know I’m deathly afraid of driving on highway insist on getting your test at a hospital I have to drive on a high way both ways 99.9 percent of the way there and get pissy when you last minute ask me to take you.
I told you last week I probably wasn’t able to do it.
So you pin this all on me 24hrs before
I have no time off because I used it to watch my mother die.
When I tell you I can’t do it you flip on me and tell me to “fricken forget it” so whatever.
I told you I can do all local appointments with you.
Don’t use my personal fear against me.
I’m honestly just done picking up everyone’s pieces.
No one cares how I’m doing
It’s just if the bills are paid, what you’re doing, ect.
F me and my grief
F me and my feelings.
I’m sick of doing for everyone
Yet I set boundaries and I’m a piece of shit.
I commissioned some art from someone on another pet site and they've gone awol and not responded to my messages. It's been several months now. I don't know what to do about it, I'm just annoyed :/
currently: new novel who dis?
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beanie doll! thank u cookie
Tsk tsk tsk you are getting so predictable. You used to be the talk of the town. Now, ya boring!
Always ping me please. TSUN ★ TSUN ★ TSUN (≖︿≖✿)
Seriously contemplating quitting the site or just taking a break. As a newbie, I always wondered why so many users would leave indefinitely. I kinda understand now. ): Will think on it some more before I decide though... just so sad about a lot of things.
(✿ ♡‿♡) DERE ★ DERE ★ DERE
The truth behind Reaping Ritual 2019
Art by the rightful Mayor, Kiwi
i need more time in the day to do things bc i sleep too much
why am i like this
If you are gonna call me and expect to be called back, 1. Leave a message! If it's not important enough for you to try getting my attention, it's not important enough for me to chase you down and find out what you wanted. And 2, ACTUALLY SAY WHAT YOU WANT IN THE MESSAGE. My doctors are especially bad at this for some reason, leaving some generic message that just says to return their call, which leads me to cluelessly try to navigate the robot menu until I find a person, only to be asked what I'm calling to ask about and not even being able to answer. When I call them, I get instructed to leave my name, birth date, phone number, and reason for calling. Surely it's not so hard for them to give me at least some of that in return so I know what the hell I'm calling back for, or who I'm supposed to even be asking for when I do. Jeez.
In conclusion, if I don't know what you want and it doesn't look like it was important, don't be surprised if I ignore that missed call.
In conclusion, if I don't know what you want and it doesn't look like it was important, don't be surprised if I ignore that missed call.
AKA Count Trashula
So all of sudden you ignore me and you can't even seem to be bothered to tell me why. Fine with me. Atleast I am not that childish.
I really hate my parents with their "nothing is going to stop us". My parents planned to visit a town tomorrow and I have to come with. It is going to rain all day yet they have no plans on not going. No amount of rain and thunderstorms etc is going to stop them from going somewhere >.>
get yourself away from toxic shit and surround yourself with more positive, accepting, loving people. and I'm not talking about toxic shit you CAN'T get away from. that's not easy to do. I'm talking about the shit you keep around because it's not *that* bad. trust me, it IS that bad.
Your new life is just starting dont give up. <3 fok da haters.
°<°art by Keturah🖤🦖🖤
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I know you're trying to help but you need to respect the decision that my family and I have made.
There's no point and it's not worth it... The only thing you'll get out of it is prolonged suffering for everyone involved.
I've already spent the last couple weeks grappling with grief. I'm ready to accept this, or try to. So stop trying to drag us backwards...
There's no easy solution. And this solution sucks, but it's the lesser evil, and you need to understand that.
There's no point and it's not worth it... The only thing you'll get out of it is prolonged suffering for everyone involved.
I've already spent the last couple weeks grappling with grief. I'm ready to accept this, or try to. So stop trying to drag us backwards...
There's no easy solution. And this solution sucks, but it's the lesser evil, and you need to understand that.
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jfc stop telling me "it's up to your own discretion"
?? I called you over here because you're supposed to be a professional, and I'm asking you for advice because idk what tf I'm doing
Don't fucking tell me "it's really up to you!!"
?? I called you over here because you're supposed to be a professional, and I'm asking you for advice because idk what tf I'm doing
Don't fucking tell me "it's really up to you!!"
I seem to have nothing in common with my friends anymore. no one knows what im talking about or they dont share the same interests in horror like me. im really frustrated
I wear many faces
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https://www.voltra.us/forum/view_topic/7892 Art Dump
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https://www.voltra.us/forum/view_topic/7892 Art Dump
voltra.us/forum/view_topic/7849 Item Shop
voltra.us/forum/view_topic/7944
I just moved into my bf's mother's basement along with him, under her pretense that she can afford us (for $500 rent) and everything would be awesome. Well, it was awesome, and I was able to join a private academy thanks to the location and everything factoring.
Two months later, so pretty much now, a lot of stuff happens.
My classmate passed away tragically, suddenly. My dad has surgery on his abdominal muscles, which was then delayed because the surgeon got sick right before the appointment. But he also received news that he may very well be bound to a wheel chair in the next couple of years.
Meanwhile, my job is having a big turnover with employees (and my current team mates mostly avoid working, so I've been doing like 3x the amount of work and they get away with it while the managers just shrug). My hours are also dropping, which makes budgets super tight starting now.
I have finals coming up so my classes are getting kind of intense right now. Piles of homework and bodywork hours required that I barely have time for.
Then, tada, the house is being sold and I have MERE DAYS TO PACK. I got her to extend it a week but I'm still struggling so much cause I'm barely home and when I am I should be doing homework but I'm so stressed and overwhelmed that I joined this site and I'm crashing mentally
I don't know where to live in the next.. idk how much time I have left to sleep in my room. I only have two days left to pack and she's getting sassy
Two months later, so pretty much now, a lot of stuff happens.
My classmate passed away tragically, suddenly. My dad has surgery on his abdominal muscles, which was then delayed because the surgeon got sick right before the appointment. But he also received news that he may very well be bound to a wheel chair in the next couple of years.
Meanwhile, my job is having a big turnover with employees (and my current team mates mostly avoid working, so I've been doing like 3x the amount of work and they get away with it while the managers just shrug). My hours are also dropping, which makes budgets super tight starting now.
I have finals coming up so my classes are getting kind of intense right now. Piles of homework and bodywork hours required that I barely have time for.
Then, tada, the house is being sold and I have MERE DAYS TO PACK. I got her to extend it a week but I'm still struggling so much cause I'm barely home and when I am I should be doing homework but I'm so stressed and overwhelmed that I joined this site and I'm crashing mentally
I don't know where to live in the next.. idk how much time I have left to sleep in my room. I only have two days left to pack and she's getting sassy
phew, I needed to scream into something for a minute. Now, back to work
I went to the dentist to have a root canal done on a tooth, and the have others filled today now I can't bite with a mollar, or rest my teeth how I used to because it was overfilled grrrr. So angry the reason of the root canal because it was overfilled!
If you can’t say something nice, Don’t say anything at all!
Realizing in the moments of absolute and utter destruction of myself and my relationship that I have nobody to trust or lean on has me really screwed up. I should probably contact the crisis line but I don’t have the energy.
Foever in my heart
Spookums 11/25/18
Angus 6/23/19
Mom 6/29/19
Dad 11/29/2021
Spookums 11/25/18
Angus 6/23/19
Mom 6/29/19
Dad 11/29/2021
so the universe is screaming at me to keep working on getting where I'm going and I'm not entirely sure where that is and supposedly I'm on the right track but that path is flanked with fire
and they're all telling me it will pass and things will be great, soon soon soon, but I find it really hard not to doubt that I'll survive that long.
and they're all telling me it will pass and things will be great, soon soon soon, but I find it really hard not to doubt that I'll survive that long.
ALWAYS PING ME
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.