@Kozi: Yes that is so true too, my mother takes the baby at night very occasionally so I can at least a couple full night's sleep a couple times a month, hahaha. You're completely right and trust me when I say people usually have to tell me or remind me to take an easing break for myself and that someone else can do it. I mean, I feel bad when I actually do sleep because I adore the baby so much. I mean, I treat him like he's mine so much that I miss him like a mother would when he's sleeping with my mother instead.

@Selikait: Yes, I love the reaction, it's so wholesome and cute, hahaha. But yes, that is why I am usually barely here. I'm more here today because I'm only watching four at the moment and three of them are still asleep right now, hahaha. The other three went with my mom and grandmother off to the social security office early this morning so, hahaha. I am the oldest actually, only 19 though. I know, it's a bit late for my first job to come along, isn't it?? Hahaha. Oh well, I'm fully happy with my life and I have been and that's all that matters in that aspect to me!! The youngest is a baby and only a year and 7 months old actually!!!


@Kozi: They usually are but you know, occasionally they want to drive me mad but usually I can subside it quickly, take charge, and they're happy and normal again. They're not bad kids, it's just that my parents and grandmother make them someone they're not when they watch them. I'd say so, they're always so curious about what I'm doing when I'm reading and stuff and always want me to play games with them and they deserve all the love ever, ahhhhh!!!

@Kozi: Ahhhhh yes, that's all it takes!!! There's no need to yell at them (I have once or twice, I cannot like about that, I'd be a awful person if I did) or make them cry, feel bad, etc!! It's all about patience and love!!! I once went to a brithday party with my ex best friend and her parents and I spent the whole time with the children in the birthday girl's room playing balloon with her (we hit a pink balloon around the room!!) while also playing old games like Kirby with some other children on the Nitendo!!! It was so much more fun than hanging out with the adults to be honest, hahaha.

@Selikait: Ahhhh, it is?? That eases up anxiety quite a bit as well!!! I have as for the daycares actually, I really wanted to work for one of those too!!! I keep making myself remember to look around when I'm in town for that kind of stuff!!! Omg, a preschool would be incredible to volunteer or work at, I'm the best with babies and toddlers, hahaha. They seem to enjoy my time and love given the most!! Oh yes, always!!! I don't want to talk about the stresses of financials when I'm at a party, come on now!!! If I find the fun I seek with the children by playing with and hanging out with them, even watching them then I shall!!! It doesn't hurt to be so nice like that anyway, it stops the kids from destroying their house, hahaha.

@Inspire: I would do a Google search for daycares in your area. A lot are run out of people's homes so there may not be much advertising around town.

@Kozi: good late afternoon too
@Rallaa: the both of you, what are you all up to?