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Posted in Ark's iPod Posted 3 years ago


Optimisland - LM.C

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


Super off topic, but I love LM.C.

Them and their music is so nostalgic, and it's crazy how much of a part they play in my life.

They've been my favorite band since high school and listening to them always makes me feel better.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


I need to either distract myself or go to bed. I'm thinking myself into sadness and that's never any fun.

All I do is get on here and complain about life, and spam my depressing ass thoughts lololol

Posted in Ark's iPod Posted 3 years ago


LIAR LIAR - LM.C

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


The autumn semester starts at the end of August.

If I haven't heard anything back by now I can only assume I won't be getting accepted...

As each day goes by, the more discouraged I feel.

Ugh, I hate this...

Posted in Ark's iPod Posted 3 years ago


The Midnight Museum 4 - LM.C

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


I don't know if I'll have it in me to reapply again if I get rejected. If so, at that point I'll have been rejected 3 times, and that's 3x the punch in the gut.

Personally I'm not willing or interested in traveling to different cities to apply to other schools. I'd rather stay local as I'm planning on settling where I am.

If I were to consider trying at a school in a different city, it would be one of the schools back at home. But even that is kind of pushing it because I don't want to move back home, heh.

Posted in Ark's iPod Posted 3 years ago


pOlyLifE - LM.C

Posted in Ark's iPod Posted 3 years ago


88 - LM.C (x2)

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


Everyday I'm burdened with the feeling that I'm not good enough due to constant rejection.

What is it about me that doesn't make me standout or compare to others?

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


I'm still burdened by the feeling of not being good enough, though. To read in my email that I've been waitlisted because my credentials don't compare to other candidates makes me feel less than.

It makes me constantly wonder "Why am I not good enough? What will make me good enough?"

Posted in Ark's iPod Posted 3 years ago


88 - LM.C

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


Like, I applied in November, interviewed for school in March, and have been waitlisted since April. The waiting game is kiiiilling me, and I can only hope that there will be a good outcome.

I want this so bad.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 3 years ago


Just popping in to say that I hope everything goes well with school.

The sheer thought of not getting accepted makes me sick to my stomach, and idk how much more I can pray about hopefully getting in. ;~;