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I’m trying to make myself cry but I can’t. @-@ So much for “I feel like I’m gonna burst.”
I haven’t been able to fully cry at all lately. A tear or two might come out, but I can’t CRY cry.
I’m trying to make myself cry but I can’t. @-@ So much for “I feel like I’m gonna burst.”
I haven’t been able to fully cry at all lately. A tear or two might come out, but I can’t CRY cry.
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I think he triggered my feeling of not being good enough again like before. That’s my worse trigger, tbh.
On the inside I feel like I’m gonna burst.
I think he triggered my feeling of not being good enough again like before. That’s my worse trigger, tbh.
On the inside I feel like I’m gonna burst.
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Idk how to explain it, but I feel like there’s an overflowing bucket inside of me that’s ready to spill over.
I feel sopping wet inside, like the flood gates are about to open.
Idk how to explain it, but I feel like there’s an overflowing bucket inside of me that’s ready to spill over.
I feel sopping wet inside, like the flood gates are about to open.
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Eh, with all things considered I think I’m just gonna stay home. I feel too emotionally vulnerable to go out, and staying home with my cats sounds more comforting.
Plus, I can drink and listen to emo music at home for free, and if I happen to cry at least no one will see it. 😅
Eh, with all things considered I think I’m just gonna stay home. I feel too emotionally vulnerable to go out, and staying home with my cats sounds more comforting.
Plus, I can drink and listen to emo music at home for free, and if I happen to cry at least no one will see it. 😅
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I’ll probably just be a wallflower posting on here all night since I have no one to text and won’t have anyone to talk to there.
I’ll probably just be a wallflower posting on here all night since I have no one to text and won’t have anyone to talk to there.
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BUT, if I get to the venue and there’s no where to park, I’m coming right back home. :U
BUT, if I get to the venue and there’s no where to park, I’m coming right back home. :U
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I believe the event was created by or is hosted by one of the members of the local emo cover band I like, so another part of me is kinda hoping to see them. So far this year it seems like they randomly pop up when I’m feeling down. Seeing their familiar faces makes me feel less sad and less lonely.
I believe the event was created by or is hosted by one of the members of the local emo cover band I like, so another part of me is kinda hoping to see them. So far this year it seems like they randomly pop up when I’m feeling down. Seeing their familiar faces makes me feel less sad and less lonely.
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And with as emotionally shaken up as I am right now, and with emo music being the main thing me and dude had in common, I kinda fear that going will only make me feel worse…
A part of me wants to go to be around other people who share the same love for the music, and another part of me wants to go to find another “emo boyfriend” to help me get over dude. If I were to meet someone tonight, get a number, hook up, whatever, I guess that would be cool.
And with as emotionally shaken up as I am right now, and with emo music being the main thing me and dude had in common, I kinda fear that going will only make me feel worse…
A part of me wants to go to be around other people who share the same love for the music, and another part of me wants to go to find another “emo boyfriend” to help me get over dude. If I were to meet someone tonight, get a number, hook up, whatever, I guess that would be cool.
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There’s an emo night happening tonight at a nearby bar. I’m tempted to go to see if it’ll make me feel better, but since I’d be going alone I feel a little nervous. :/
There’s an emo night happening tonight at a nearby bar. I’m tempted to go to see if it’ll make me feel better, but since I’d be going alone I feel a little nervous. :/
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I feel so fucking sad…
I feel so fucking sad…
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Internally I feel so shaken up, like my foundation is crumbling or something.
Idk how to explain it, but the first words to come to mind are “shattered” and “triggered.”
This is doing something to me internally that I’m having a hard time trying to stabilize. 😞
Internally I feel so shaken up, like my foundation is crumbling or something.
Idk how to explain it, but the first words to come to mind are “shattered” and “triggered.”
This is doing something to me internally that I’m having a hard time trying to stabilize. 😞
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I’m so freaking sad today over him to the point of fighting back tears all day, and his profile is the first one to show up when I open Tinder?
I’m shaking. I want to go home, cry, and drink myself to sleep.
I’m so freaking sad today over him to the point of fighting back tears all day, and his profile is the first one to show up when I open Tinder?
I’m shaking. I want to go home, cry, and drink myself to sleep.
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I opened Tinder and his profile was the first one that popped up. We’re no longer matched.
Life is fucking with me right now.
I opened Tinder and his profile was the first one that popped up. We’re no longer matched.
Life is fucking with me right now.
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Someday when I get better at playing guitar and form my own band, maybe we’ll be able to open for them? Wishful thinking at its finest. 💪🏽😤
Someday when I get better at playing guitar and form my own band, maybe we’ll be able to open for them? Wishful thinking at its finest. 💪🏽😤