Bou's posts

This site for a long time. Oo-hoo, I cry.
But, considering the way of things these days, I have all the time in the world to try to be around here more often. But like, on my mule account.

I like it, it's cozy.

I bought new boots recently. I have trouble finding shoes honestly. They're either ugly as sin or they aren't in my size and the last time I tried to make a compromise, I ended up with a pair of shoes that had absolutely no grip what so ever on certain surfaces. I swear those shoes were gonna kill me.
Now they're just riddled with holes because I wear down shoes so dam fast. It's ridiculous.



Anyway, these are the boots i ordered. Got 'em for like, twenty bucks cheaper roughly.
god I hope they fit. The charts said they should BUT I DUNNO. I don't usually order shoe things online, but I was getting desperate.

I call them my social distancing boots. If anyone coughs in my direction, I WILL start kicking.

I literally just had sammich
didn't bother to do any real cooking at all

threw a couple chimichangas in the oven if that counts.

I have not been eating well at all for the past week

Socialize.

Imagine all the things I could accomplish being able to speak up and make connections with people.

Hello and welcome!
Looks like Starlight is pointing you in the right direction in terms of where to look, lol.

I hope you have fun here! I'm always open to answer questions myself. Or just chat. C:

The most recent Addams Family movie.

For the third time, actually.
It's cute and wholesome and I love the Addams Family. xD

@Eruca:
if i can help it, i'd much prefer nothing to do with him but I don't think there's really a way around it.

also thank you, that made me lol.

@PurpdaBurpPurp:
oh for sure. i try to be thankful i'm not on the streets either since with my current situation, i could very well be.
but some days are harder than others.

@Bonnie:
yeah, that's a good idea.

@Bonnie:
Yes, and not good. But let's just say when I moved in I didn't have a lot of options.

@vengeance:
Yeah? Nice enough I guess but he's not very fond of me and he can be real petty when he wants to be.

@PurpdaBurpPurp:
If there was a leak I had no idea about it, but that tile had been kinda sketchy lookin' since the day I moved in.
I thought nothing of it though since a lot of things in this apt were/are sketchy lookin'.

god I wish I could move.

Woke up to the sound of one of my ceiling tiles crashing to the ground less than a foot from my face.
Scared the absolute crap out of me. I woke up startled and just in time to see all the debris still plummeting to the ground and my half asleep brain was like, "Did someone crash through my wall???"

Lmao no, my apartment is just falling apart that's all.

Cleaning in general is a huge struggle for me.

I've been putting off everything but I just powered through the living room.

The upside is, as much as I hate doing this, the moment I do manage to get going I can set a pace and get a momentum going and I'm ok. So long as I have my playlist in the background going, I am content.

Done the living room, gotta do the dreaded bathroom next and boy howdy, is it scary.
I don't even want to think about my kitchen, but I aim to get this done little by little before the weekend so I can just relax.

@Totalanimefan:
I have not, but I do have to see her about my medication this week so i guess I could bring it up.

For the aesthetic of it.
Black & white + colors.

Ye.

I like the fantastical feel. Makes me think of some kind of assassin fae.

Remove all the pointy bits and yeah! I'm down.

ASMR can help me relax enough to try to get to sleep. Less talking and mouth noises and more stuff like tapping and crinkling.
But I also know that ASMR isn't a lot of people's thing. Rain noises are also really nice. For me, I tend to just put on youtube videos as background noise to help me sleep, but my issue is anxiety and when things are quiet, the anxiety spikes.

I dunno, I hope you can find something that helps you stay asleep. Dx