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Posted in R.O.U.S. [open] Posted 7 years ago
Lol, this is a good movie.
-sits down at a booth-
Meow
Posted in [x] Posted 7 years ago
Draw me?

But please! Take your time! I know how it is to need to work on other things. There is nothing wrong with unfinished work either. :) I've gotten a few unfinished works before, and I've loved them.
Prisma, my xeno hybrid

I'm putting up my friend's (Orville Bearclaw is his name.) OC, Prince Shannon out here too. His OC is so cute! You'll see some of my art in there too. ^^;; He is really fun to draw. There is some more references here and here.
Posted in first post saved for art resources Posted 7 years ago
@Apollo Im Burning: I'll post a few in your freebie thread, though I really would love to see kitty kitty done. :) Its so cute and playful!

I didn't get the ping. ^^;; Good thing I checked in here.
Posted in Depression Posted 7 years ago
@SirLionelNigelConrad: As much as I wish I could change up my room, I can't. I share a room with my room mate and we might not be able to get a bigger place til next year. I'm hoping that we can get one soon though. Plus, since I don't have a driver's licence, I can't go to many places without walking there. Plus the majority of the places I do want to go to is usually to far to walk to.

The chemical imbalance happens to run in my family since my mom has it. But you are right, I need to go and see a professional about this. I'm just trying my best to hang in there until I have the cash to do so.

Thanks. :)
Posted in Moved Posted 7 years ago
@Boris: Thanks, I'm trying my best as much as I can. I'll take a listen to them when I can.
Posted in Depression Posted 7 years ago
Small bit of a rant, but that will be in a spoiler.

Can anyone give me advice on how do cope with it? I am trying my best, but I know that I need to eventually go see about getting professional help. But at the moment, I just don't have the money to.

I really don't care if this is going to read. I'm posting it to put more into context on the causes of my depression.
Things from the past keep coming back to be in waves, and some times even things from the present. I've been fighting this the best way I can, and so far, I think I'm losing this fight. I try my best to put a smile on my face for other people, but inside, I am screaming. I don't have many friends where I live, my boyfriend doesn't live near me, most of my good friends are online, and my own family doesn't know how to help me.

My mom friend suggested that it may be a chemical imbalance and suggested that I should get real help from a professional, but even with insurance, I still need money for the appointment encase my insurance doesn't cover it. Plus the medicine, if I need it, can also be pretty costly. Bills and food have been taking the bulk of my paychecks, but I need to try and get this done when I can.

Going on sites like this, or deviantART has been seeming like a chore lately. Even if I was to post something or even a quick hello, I don't think it really matters. Half the time, I really believe that no one likes me. Even with people I don't know, I think they don't like me. I'm not sure why, but it just happens. For all I know, it could be or could not be true. I've tried making conversation, but I think I end up being boring or I make people loose interest. Once it gets to a certain point, I quit replying all together. It takes me a lot just to talk to someone, even if it is online or offline.

The only things that I have really been up to doing has either been binge watching stuff on Netflix or playing games. I haven't been up to doing art unless it is personal work. It seems to be the only thing that I want to do, besides wanting to sleep.

I can't bring myself to state the rest of this since it is a bit too personal, so please do not ask. I really don't know a good bit of y'all nor don't know you well enough to talk about it.


I'm probably gonna end up taking a hiatus on here as well as a few other sites, but that is all I can do at the moment. I'll be on Facebook or Discord mostly, but that is about it for now. I guess until I can get back and fix things with myself.
Posted in Moved Posted 7 years ago
Everything in general has been pretty slow when it comes to commissions. I just haven't been up to doing it, even though I know that I should. I try to get myself to work on it when I have the free time, but I end up not doing it at all. I will be doing it, but it will just take me awhile before I get up the inspiration to do it or have the energy to do it.

My depression is acting back up and I can't get it under control right now. I don't have the money nor the time to try and get the help I need to maintain and keep it under control. It might be a long while before I can, and its just been so hard lately due to it. I am trying my best to cheer myself up, and the same thing goes for my boyfriend. I haven't been going on any sites that I'm usually on besides Facebook, mostly because it is on my phone.

Days have been a pretty hard struggle since my depression has flared back up, and I'm not sure what to do. All I have is my boyfriend as a support system, and its even hard for us to talk due to him working nights and me working days. My family isn't really sure on what to do, nor how to help. I don't really have much of a support system IRL, plus I don't really have that many friends that live by me. Most of my friends are online, but most of them I don't really tell this kind of stuff to, nor do I want to get into talking about it since it ends up making me start crying.

The most on anything that I have worked on has been personal art, and it seems to be the only thing I really want to do. If not binge watch something on Netflix or anime sites. Maybe even playing some video games. You might see me posting that more than anything. I'm sorry.

I am still gonna do the commissions, and I will try my best to show y'all a work in progress when I can. For right now, I am going to go on a temporary hiatus til I can get this depression under control. Thank you for understanding.


@Apollo Im Burning: I got the color pallet down on the character, I just haven't started to do the pixel work on him. When ever you get the chance, could I have a good reference of his face? A closer look would be fine. Like a bust or head shot. It doesn't have to be colored in since I have the main reference to look for that.

@Boris: I have remade the sketch, but I need to take a photo of it. I will try to send the sketch to you by PM when I can.
Posted in THE · NOSTROMO Posted 7 years ago
@AelloTyphoeus: I can't really say that I owned anything Apple, but I've used it a few times and never liked it. I will probably never buy anything Apple.
Posted in THE · NOSTROMO Posted 7 years ago
@AelloTyphoeus: Oh no! That really bites! I hope you both get better soon!

And yeah, a friend of mine at work gave me his old iPhone 4. Was trying to find some ringtone apps on it, but noooo, the iOS has to be a 8 or higher. Ugh, I hate Apple. But... Its only temporary til I can buy a new phone.
Posted in THE · NOSTROMO Posted 7 years ago
My phone is dead. :( It no longer works....
Posted in Toys R Us is planning to file for bankruptcy Posted 7 years ago
Oh my, I hope I have the money to buy the train set I want to get for my daughter. :( That was the best place that I could find the set I want for her.
Posted in THE · NOSTROMO Posted 7 years ago
@Vii: -hugs Vii- Are you feeling better now?
I'm good, about to cook up some experimental sloppy joes here in a bit.

@ChemicalDivision: Hungry. xD

@AelloTyphoeus: Glad that you are feeling better. :) I hope you get over your sickness very soon. Being sick sucks. :(
Posted in THE · NOSTROMO Posted 7 years ago
@AelloTyphoeus: Yeah, I know how that is.

And almost done with my OCs xeno human forum. All I need is a xenomorph like tail and 4 eyes.