Gayspacetrash's posts

Posted in [OPEN] 5k FB Sketches + MORE Posted 7 years ago

@Pinster: Of course, no worries at all~ Just figured I'd ask. I'll be back when I have money! <3

Posted in closed --- Posted 7 years ago

@Neko: I'd love to have this boy http://toyhou.se/1353160.nico-button done in style 5C of the bobbleheads!

Posted in Hello from the otter slide- temp close Posted 7 years ago

@Thalanil:

Username: GaySpaceTrash

Reference: Can I have these two babes drawn together?

http://toyhou.se/1338455.kona
http://toyhou.se/1338439.kyle-remboure

Details: Kona likes Kyle, so she'd be all over him, if you feel like drawing a pose like that. She's a bit... Ehh, energetic/excitable, while Kyle is definitely chill and easily annoyed. Kona wears things like crop tops with cute animals on them and jean shorts, or mini skirts, while Kyle wears v-neck shirts and ripped jeans (most likely skinny jeans, with a chain in the pocket bc he's hardc0re)

Posted in Offering Up, An Art Shop~ Slot Open! Posted 7 years ago

Would you be willing to do an art trade? :00 I have some money here, but not a ton, haha.

@PoeticTorment:

Posted in [x] Posted 7 years ago

I'd love to have one of these if you're still available! If we could do an art trade, that would be even better, since I really need to practice my own drawing~
@Apollo Im Burning:

Posted in [OPEN] 5k FB Sketches + MORE Posted 7 years ago

Would you be willing to do an art trade? >>;;
@Pinster:

Posted in The Sandbox [Art] ⇒ Shop: CLOSED ⇄ Freebies: OPEN Posted 7 years ago

Um~ Would it be okay to do an art trade? <3
@Mica:

Posted in This is going to sound bad. /abusive ex, cont/ Posted 7 years ago

If you read my post about my abusive ex, then that's who this is about. Since we broke up, I've obviously been dealing with some emotional stuff, missing him and all that, even though I know that he's no good for me. And now I've started to notice that I literally don't have attraction to anyone else. I mean, if someone is good looking, I notice, but I just really have no feelings one way or another. I've tried to talk to people and hang out, tried to get going out there again, and I just have no attraction towards anyone. I really miss my ex, and I really feel like I messed up, and I honestly just want him back. I don't want anyone else, as stupid and odd as it sounds. I know he's abusive and disgusting, but I can't stop thinking about him. I mean, is this just something that happens? Because I ended a seven year relationship earlier this year and I didn't feel nearly the same way at all. @____@;; Sorry to post so many rants and topics based on this same thing, but I just have no one I can talk to about this. I need some opinions, some different views, I guess. I feel a little unhinged.

Posted in Gay Art [[ Wait list O P E N ]] Posted 7 years ago

Peony:
@Gayspacetrash: lol i know that feel, that's why I just draw chibis xD my anatomy is still rather poor ; u ; i might try drawing Nico to make up for the fact that it isn't coloured :)

Oh wow! If you do draw Nico i'd be so happy! He's my newest Oc. x) I'll probably draw two of your characters then, too~

Posted in Gay Art [[ Wait list O P E N ]] Posted 7 years ago

@Peony: Omgosh thank you ;0; he looks so freaking cute!
I can't draw bodies for crap, but basically he's tall, thin, and bony xD
Ahhhh thank youuu!! ;0;

Posted in Gay Art [[ Wait list O P E N ]] Posted 7 years ago

@Peony: I'll be working on yours next! I'll go ahead and draw Laranja.
Here's my toyhouse! You can draw anyone you like the look of. x)
https://toyhou.se/MachineGunLola

Posted in Gay Art [[ Wait list O P E N ]] Posted 7 years ago

@chai:

I tagged you on DA too, but figured I'd post my completed works here, too.
I'm not sure how spoilers work, forgive me

Posted in What are you writing? Posted 7 years ago

What are you currently working on?
How far along are you?
What inspired you to start this project?
What has been your biggest obstacle with this writing project so far?

I'm working on a ghost story I got the idea for randomly a week or so ago.

I'm not too far in. I'm not intending it to be super long, just a short story, so I'll probably write a couple pages and finish it off.

I was sad. Thinking about sad things, which got me onto Fatal Frame, which made me think of ghosts and butterflies.

Keeping motivated. I get sidetracked and distracted so easily. I can never finish anything- it's amazing I finish my drawings. ;0;

Posted in i'm sad Posted 7 years ago

I'm feeling sad and idk. i like to post stuff.

I find it incredibly sad and disappointing that you can literally be best friends, dating, or otherwise just generally speaking to someone every single day, all day, and then out of nowhere, suddenly you two just stop speaking. Most of the time, in my case at least, it's the other party that suddenly ghosts me. They make no effort to speak to me first, make barely any effort to answer, usually giving me replies that I'm unable to respond to, and then the conversation just dies, because I hate bugging people/messaging them more than once.

I don't understand how someone can just do that. How you can be so involved with someone and then out of nowhere just not give a shit about them anymore. This has happened with two people in my life recently and it's incredibly upsetting. I feel like I just continue to waste my time even bothering to make connections with people. It makes me feel like something is wrong with me, and I have no idea what to do about it.

If people would just communicate and be open, instead of avoiding things and not speaking about them, I feel like a lot of issues, including this one, could be solved. But why act like an adult, amiright.

ugh
sorry y'all. just needed to vent.