Jazz's posts

I was honestly waiting for my best friend to get home, Even waited at our normal meeting spot. She showed and left like nothing was wrong, I assumed everything was fine so was talking with a mutual friend until she showed up. The first thing I see/notice is them saying they're gonna watch some anime. My thoughts were "Okay, Maybe they had a bad day and just want to relax and nothing is wrong. Maybe that's why they didn't say anything to me."
First time they talk they mention a phobia they have being in that anime, Which is awesome I like when they talk about stuff they like/dislike, It's very relaxing too me. Even if don't agree with it, It's at least something to talk about ya know?
But to move on from that, Everything is "fine" they continue to watch anime and show some interesting things in it. Fast forward a few hours, I still think everything is normal and fine so I try painting. Again I was feeling upset since I'm not good at it but as they said, "Can't expect to be good at everything when you first try it."
And I let that show by throwing a bit of a tantrum of self pity and blah blah. But turned out to be a catalyst into a much bigger argument, One I didn't expect or know about... We both have issues to where we're not fully comfortable talking about how we feel about something and we let stuff fester until it eventually explodes into a big argument.

I Know no friendship is perfect, None are it's just how things are. Some of the best friends WILL argue/fight and make up, It's human nature to not agree on everything, But friends will eventually talk about it ya know and make up. Know some things are SUPER hard to talk about and shouldn't have to talk about everything, People need some space and boundaries.

Again know I'm guilty of the same thing, But if something/someone is bothering you, TRY and bring it up or talk about it. MOST people don't wanna hurt others and have empathy towards people, Sometimes people just don't know what's going on or if you're doing something that is annoying/bothering them unless you talk about it. "You should know" People are AMAZING at putting up walls and facades around them, So no you can't KNOW everything. In fact the more you hang out with someone the better you get at hiding and/or redirecting it.

You call me a jerk and dismiss me by saying I need a smoke or coffee because I can't take a "joke"
Ever stop to think that you used a "joke" like that in a serious context to where any comedic value has been stripped completely? Plus the fact that you refuse to let the joke drop and when I ask you to stop it's "You're the one that can't take a joke"?