Lilykin's posts

OH THEY DO, DO THEY

Oh tektek. Wish I could see how much I'm worth now XD

@pachi: Tom of Finland Foundation does life drawing sessions >_> (warning: spicy!)

Kinda bummed I didn't get to finish questing for all the MC's. But I just couldn't keep up with them and the cash shop items. It stopped being fun :/

I think my OG name was lily_dragon or something similar

Oh god I just realized you can switch the platinum back to gold and I got 8 billion holy moly

Like, I realize it's basically meaningless now

But still

'06 but we didn't have internet until then so /shrug

Fff, I had to look it up, but I didn't join gaia until I was 16 lol

Thunder and lightning this morning and I slept like a rock through my alarms lol. But it is very nice

At 14 I think I had just started posting to DA after migrating there from an anime image posting site. Which I had left because someone accused me of tracing. (I didn't but it was very heavily "referenced". I was pretty good at it lmao )

All my hands and feets look like potatoes b/c I haven't practiced them in forever /cry

@Bearnas Tyr: (Whoops replying hours later lmao) I get the envy of siblings. My younger sister thrived in college and every semester was a struggle for me. My baby sister picked up painting like a natural and it was one of my biggest hang ups. I can't imagine coming from a family of all artists! It's incredibly hard not to judge yourself based on other people. But their successes are not our failures.

If you're adamant about returning to school then I encourage you to pursue it. I know Skillshare and schoolism both offer free trails through youtubers so that might be a good place to start!

Also here's one of my fav inspirational vids (warning language!)

I know, I was just thinking about lunch and it's almost 4 😭

Yesss giant pencil