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Posted in Yall I still have unwanted items!! Posted 6 years ago
@RainbowPanda: 5k, please.

I don't want to ask for too much...
Posted in Yall I still have unwanted items!! Posted 6 years ago
@RainbowPanda: Please may I also have some volts for an item I am questing, since it is a little on the expensive side.
Posted in WANT SOME FREE ART? [FULL] Posted 6 years ago
Woah, those heads look so good!
Posted in Post your Rants Posted 6 years ago
Dad: What have you done today?

Me: ...(silence)

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Oh right that's right I haven't done anything wow. Time to rethink what I'm doing with my life.
Posted in Post your Rants Posted 6 years ago
It's just to be a sleepover okay you don't need to go "I'll help you clean your room, I'm a pro at this" when its not as if the floor is messy, okay I'll do it myself I'll do it my way please stop touching my things you don't know what's precious to me I don't want to do this when you're over I just wanted to have fun?
Posted in Confessions (Make a Confession) Posted 6 years ago
Hahahahahahahahahaha
Oh boy.

Really need to do shit but my body keeps fighting me.
Or is it my mind.
Idk.

Props to dropping out of uni halfway through your degree coz you wanna die.
Where did my parents money go

Somebody's gonna come along and call me edgy and liar or be like youre a coward and if you try to make things better they will be

Hahaha yeah.
I know that
I've always known im a fucking coward.

Every time i try doing something recently it turns out like shit.
Fun

I have so much i need to do want to do for things but i
Idk

Thanks new year
This is a really great note to start off on.
Oh well.
Not like there's any difference from the past five years...right...?

I hate it.

And im taking a break from uni this year so
Idk if I'll be going back next year.
Mum keeps drilling it into my head that theyre not gonna support me forever like as if i dont know that plz stop telling me i know ive done fuck all with your money thats why i thought it would be better if i didnt exist so i wouldnt be wasting your money anymor im sorry im sorry i just dont

But yeah
Should get a job somewhere or something

Emotions are waverin g between numbness and wanting to dehydrate myself through my eyes.

Did i even drink enough water for that
Maybe thats the reason i always find it hard to cry.
I should probably eat some food too...ehh...

Just wanna sleep....
Posted in Confessions (Make a Confession) Posted 6 years ago
I guess I really...
I don't know.

It's always hard to talk about problems. Either people look far too into what I say or just assume I'm being Edgy TM. Which has happened a couple of times with... Remind me again why I made friends with teenagers five years younger than me?

Am I seriously that desperate for friends?
Why do I even need irl friends... I have the internet, don't I..?

At least my true internet friends don't call me edgy when I show them vent art I did...but then again, I guess I hardly show them my art in the first place....

Ugh... Why does it have to hit back again right in the beginning of the year.

I was hoping I'd be over this.

But I guess I'll never truly be.

Worthless? I guess so.

That awkward moment when those two teenagers you made friends with who are five years younger than you make you feel like shit because they're so much better than you at the things you like doing and you can't remember why you're still alive again.

How am I even supposed to talk about my problems when so many people out there have it a lot worse than me?

I don't need to be babied or watched out for.
It's not like I'd...

These teenagers are at that awkward age they have so many problems of their own and I can't deal with that, I was never made for helping people. I can listen, but I can't comment. I try to lighten things or keep the piece but how do you do that when your own smile feels fake af and has been for years?

Ugh.

I'm just being selfish again
@Glume: That's amazing, sounds like you and chaos were meant to be, haha. I love researching signs and symbols, though at one point, when I was a kid, I totally mistook the unicursal hexagram as a symbol of chaos, so I'm dumb. I look back on that and wonder how I got that idea into my head at times, even.
I was searching for symbols on google at the time, I believe, to sate my curiousity.

@Sabrina: It warms my heart to know that, I'm glad.
@Sabrina: Haha I'm super glad you like it.

@Glume: Sigils are fun. I have attempted ones in the back of my notepad somewhere, hahah.
Glad you like Thirteen, Sabrina.

Nice to see you made your own hangout, too.

Granny Witch Glume :eyes: ...Wait, where's the eyes emote... We need one... wait, this one will work
@Sabrina: I had an extra so I sent you a trade with a Thirteen in it
@Salem: Oh, thank you.

Yes, though I don't use them much, unfortunately. When I get home in a week or so I can take pictures of them.
I bought a pendulum recently but haven't really used it either.

I'm good, just spent time with a friend, and you?
This hangout looks interesting, hello.
I have quite a few crystals lying around and some tarot cards, but not much else.
Posted in Confessions (Make a Confession) Posted 6 years ago
Sorry I'm annoying.
Sorry I keep make stupid mistakes.