Miss Sandman's posts

@inatlaka: daww this is Bad :/ iam sorry for this confusing Situation! But i also understand this! As my mom was still alive it was similar!
Grandmas are angles :D

@inatlaka: why are you afraid of your mom? I mean if i may ask!

@inatlaka: it was uncontrollable its komplex to find a Source!!! Ist just the fear that you can die soon

@Lufi: it was a really hard Time i just slept or i had a Attack. I also was pretty underweighted back than because its exhausting but you seem to know how it is like to have a panic attack right?

@inatlaka: yes i also had 4 years of therapy!

@inatlaka: youre just scared as hell out of nowhere!! As i go to the Hospital 8 years ago i had up to 50 attacks a day i was scared like all the Time. It feels like you would die

@inatlaka: nooo xD i also take meds for my panic attacks since 8 years. So i probably dont should take this stuff

@inatlaka: i think i never will try i dont even smoke weed dear! Because i dont want to xD i just drink alcohol and tea and coffee as drugs.

@inatlaka: but is it good for your body ?*momma Mode activated*

@inatlaka: a reason why i dont do drugs xD omg.... XD my fantasy would kill me. Fainting feels like your body Stop working. You start to See black dots they get bigger till you dont See a thing anymore. You start to loose hearing. Your stomach get really painfull and you get the chills. Talking get really hard and blurry and than darkness! Thats what is it like for me.

@inatlaka: yes sure! Did you ever faint? You start to feel really bad!

@inatlaka: naw if you know you can faint youre just more sensible about the sings of your body :) there are tricks ;)
So you just love to move! Thats great!!!

@inatlaka: i envy you! Since my bloodpressure is really low i can faint everywere. My next pregnancy i want to be more Active as well :D

@inatlaka: Omg you still Dance at 38 weeks thats amazing!? I need to poo and get contractions or i walk to fast and get contractions! XD or the best of today i sit quiet in a corner and get contractions xD every pregnancy really is diffrent! And yes i got so excited that I buy an Charm for myself too and get an bracelet extra for free xD we bough also some awesome tea together and some family Games!