Shadami's posts
Posted in Buying and Selling partially Updated 11/7/20
Posted 6 years ago
Okay so 1,600 from the first three items, and:
Mad Hatter 1k
Cirque Carnival Foods 250
Soulmate Strings 1k
So 3,850 total.
Mad Hatter 1k
Cirque Carnival Foods 250
Soulmate Strings 1k
So 3,850 total.
Posted in Lavender/Roses Sleep
Posted 6 years ago
I am so super excited!!!
Posted in Otaku Neko [Bring us your cat pics and anime/manga suggestions!]
Posted 6 years ago
Honestly I've been avoiding crunchy roll because I heard bad things about it. :O like they got hacked or something. I forget. Hubby says that whole problem is over now but I still haven't poked it since.
Posted in Writing Prompts
Posted 6 years ago
Prompr 5)
The worst part about beating depression and anxiety, is how quickly you can be put back in that loop. I came out of my shell. I dressed how ai really wanted to. What I felt was me.
I was made fun of for it, I was called a poser.
I'd bought the clothes with my own money that I had worked hard for. I had built my confidence up to be myself.
But it's not being me because it "looks like a rip off" of someone else's style. That's not fair.
It hurts.
I never wore the clothes again.
Waste of money.
Waste of my hard work.
Why do I even try.
The depression was back.
Some of the clothes even got stolen because they didn't belong with me. It hurts to be hates for trying to be yourself. For taking the mask off.
So the mask stays. I will never be accepted if I am myself. The depression and anxiety thickens.
Years pass.
I don't know who I am anymore.
My personalities split. Now I'm lost in different worlds. I don't know what happens sometimes.
I'm broken. I don't think I can ever be repaired.
The worst part about beating depression and anxiety, is how quickly you can be put back in that loop. I came out of my shell. I dressed how ai really wanted to. What I felt was me.
I was made fun of for it, I was called a poser.
I'd bought the clothes with my own money that I had worked hard for. I had built my confidence up to be myself.
But it's not being me because it "looks like a rip off" of someone else's style. That's not fair.
It hurts.
I never wore the clothes again.
Waste of money.
Waste of my hard work.
Why do I even try.
The depression was back.
Some of the clothes even got stolen because they didn't belong with me. It hurts to be hates for trying to be yourself. For taking the mask off.
So the mask stays. I will never be accepted if I am myself. The depression and anxiety thickens.
Years pass.
I don't know who I am anymore.
My personalities split. Now I'm lost in different worlds. I don't know what happens sometimes.
I'm broken. I don't think I can ever be repaired.
Posted in Writing Prompts
Posted 6 years ago
4)
I have to write a story about a fool? That's the assignment the team gave me? They're all writing things that sound fun, like adventures on a trampoline, and dissection of a pizza. Why did I get the assignment fool?
It makes me wonder if they don't actually like me. If that's what the feel about me?
Am I just a fool?
But no... I don't feel like I am. And I hate being considered one. I will just write to the best of my ability. I will show them an amazing project on their slander of an assignment. They will all be amazed.
I just need to do some research. So to the library I shall go. They'll see. I am no fool. But perhaps I could be, the costume should be easy enough to make.
I have to write a story about a fool? That's the assignment the team gave me? They're all writing things that sound fun, like adventures on a trampoline, and dissection of a pizza. Why did I get the assignment fool?
It makes me wonder if they don't actually like me. If that's what the feel about me?
Am I just a fool?
But no... I don't feel like I am. And I hate being considered one. I will just write to the best of my ability. I will show them an amazing project on their slander of an assignment. They will all be amazed.
I just need to do some research. So to the library I shall go. They'll see. I am no fool. But perhaps I could be, the costume should be easy enough to make.
Posted in Professor Shadami's Pokestop
Posted 6 years ago
I already had added a few before I found out I needed three new friends for a special research xD
Posted in How do you want to do this? [Critical Role and DnD hangout.]
Posted 6 years ago
I need to play some more dnd :(
Posted in Giant Spammy Quiz Game
Posted 6 years ago
@Dread Pirate: part three has been added if you're interested. :3
Posted in Giant Spammy Quiz Game
Posted 6 years ago
I'm going to go back to
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Characters for a bit because of the April fool's prank yesterday
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Characters for a bit because of the April fool's prank yesterday
Posted in Giant Spammy Quiz Game
Posted 6 years ago
Violet, Velvet, Valentina, Vontell, Vivienne, Vanora, Spark, Frizz, Static, The Collector, Arika, Constance, Ran, Smolkie, berinhard, dark berinhard, Dark Constance, Veles, Volkan,
If I add the animals. I already did Bernard I believe. So Beautiful, cat, gopher. I gotta look up their names again
btw is now finished
If I add the animals. I already did Bernard I believe. So Beautiful, cat, gopher. I gotta look up their names again
btw is now finished
Posted in Giant Spammy Quiz Game
Posted 6 years ago
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Yeah that last one was a lazy post. I got lazy xD
Yeah that last one was a lazy post. I got lazy xD
Posted in Giant Spammy Quiz Game
Posted 6 years ago
Next letter is the K
Posted in Giant Spammy Quiz Game
Posted 6 years ago
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It would get me quite a few more characters though. So I might. Also I need to finish my character archive that I started working on.
It would get me quite a few more characters though. So I might. Also I need to finish my character archive that I started working on.
Posted in Giant Spammy Quiz Game
Posted 6 years ago
R is next
I'm honestly pondering if I should do the animals as well. So Arika's snake Beau and Vontell's gopher? Which I'm drawing a blank on. And the cat of Vivienne and Vanora.
I'm honestly pondering if I should do the animals as well. So Arika's snake Beau and Vontell's gopher? Which I'm drawing a blank on. And the cat of Vivienne and Vanora.