Yandere's posts
Posted in Event freebies + items
Posted 6 years ago
@matcha: I'm not really.... good at anthro related things.BUt maybe I'll try? q v q;;;;
@kent: Ahhh I'm not really too fond of other site avatars. I'm sorry! If there's anything else, I'll look at it though!
Posted in Event freebies + items
Posted 6 years ago
And this one... because I like three
Posted in Event freebies + items
Posted 6 years ago
@Ashthealien
@Deaa
Items to give away: Giving to those in need, just ask!
event set x 1
Posted in Event freebies + items
Posted 6 years ago
Okay, I'm sorta still... leaving Voltra, but that doesn't mean I can't still give out free art, yeah?* V* ///////////////
Plus all you guys are so great.
I just.
/CLUTCHES KOKORO
And these school uniforms.
Bless me with a school sweater vest now pls. My outfit will be complete.
/SHINY DESU EYES.
I'll most likely be doing some some plain sketches. But I might be inspired... or forget.
OH! Let me know if you need some event items too, since I'll hopefully be posting a lot. n __n I want to help you guys out!
talking = good.
post and runs = not so good
Posted in Blooming Letters from Anonymous
Posted 6 years ago
Who put... these onions here. omg.
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: Ahahaa. At least you can joke about it and stuff, you know? I always tell my husband that if he dies, I'll kill him. xD Then he always retorts that he'd be dead anyway? Pffft- making sense. /shakes head.My goodness. What a sillyhead.
Gosh, yeah. I could see how that would spiral into something crazy. I'm glad everything was pretty.. mild I guess? Sometimes it takes awhile to hit though, so be careful. Especially around events like Father's day or their birthday or parents anniversary or something. That is something nice to have.
My husband always complains because I keep every little movie ticket stub and drawing he's done and like dumb stuff like the wrappers that pokemon cards come in. And all I keep saying is that it's memories. ajhfkldjfas. I just have a bad memory so I want to remember all these things. ;;;
Ahhh. I'm old enough/been through stuff to know a little bit! But like.. I'm just horrible with works. orz.
I feel like my father-in-law does that too. Finds something else to make you worry about so you don't focus on the main thing that's really the issue. It's kinda smart if you think about it. /squints.
Hehe, I try!
It's just... a lot of work. It went from doing nothing all day to- now it's prepping for state tests and stuff. It's exhausting. I went to sleep an hour early yesterday because I was so tired. q vq
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: Oh no, not at all. I was pretty stressed about coming back to work though today. Thankfully it went pretty fast.q vq !!!
Hmm. Sometimes I'm afraid because I don't want to leave my husband alone, but when I get depressed I suppose I don't care either way. n ___ n ;;;
At least if you go peacefully, I suppose. I guess passing in your sleep would be the easiest way. I dunno. I don't really think I'd want to know that I'm dying? I feel like it would make me regret a lot of things that I couldn't do. Aughh. Hopefully I don't need to think about that anytime soon. I'm still pretty young, I guess.
Of gosh, of course! I don't mind talking about anything really. (besides politics- i hate politics). I feel bad since I don't have concrete advice to help out, but at least I could put in a piece of my mind too?I It's a nice feeling to just talk about what's stressing/worrying you sometimes. n ___n ///
D'awwh. I'm just a good listener, I guess?? You're too sweet. oml. /squishes
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: Yeah. I always thought it would be like an accepting type of thing, but it almost makes you feel more empty? I dunno. Oh wow yeah. An urn even feels less human like. But it's better for land purposes though, I guess.
Seeing other people emotional easily gets me upset, but it's tough when you can't talk because you're overwhelmed.
I mean, at least you'll have those memories, you know? You'll never miss out on it. Sometimes work and friends don't see the full side of people. It's sad, yeah, but there isn't much you can do about that. Lots of people miss out on lots of parts of other people's lives.
That's definitely one of my concerns too. As I'm getting older, so are my grandparents and parents. I was too young to even meet my grandfather (On my mom's side) so I only knew him from photos/stories.
we just can't predict what's going to happen unfortunately. :c
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: That definitely is young. Sometimes there are just those cases though. :c I hope so too. She's going through a lot of personal stuff too, so I just hope she finds that inner peace too though. Ahh. That means he was well loved then. u v u/
I've never seen that sort of thing.. besides movies I guess. It's a nice thing for them to do though. Kinda makes me emotional for some reason.
Nah, the funeral never does. It's just like they're not there. And you're just...waiting for them to come back. It's a weird feeling. q vq
That's not too bad though. Last funeral I went to, it was horribly windy and cold. ;;; It was really long too because tons of people had speeches that they wrote. Made me cry and I didn't even know the guy.
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: She's in her 60s. I'm not sure what exact age, but it's around there. I don't really have the means to travel- especially since I'm trying to save for a bunch of things. My hubby calls her at least twice a week though, so that's something. Though they don't talk about much really. You really can't. Gosh.
Hmm. I mean I know it's a service and all, and it's not like they really ... advertise all too much. It just seems weird, the whole process. I feel like it should make you feel a little better and it's just a gathering with people crying. I dunno. I've only been to three funerals or so. My step mom lost her mom and a family friend lost their dad. The other one was when I was a kid and had no idea what was going on.
You never really think about all the small things.
I think that will be pretty too. Usually people will donate flower wreaths too.
Gosh, that is nice. They can get pricey too.
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: Ah, I hope so too. Every week there's always something. She has issues with her lungs. I'm not exactly sure what it is, but I know it's been an issue for quite some time now. q vq There's really nothing we can do, especially since she lives in another state that's really far away. She gets better, then worse then better. She's able to travel now a bit, so that's a plus. Haaa.
Gosh, yeah. No one should ever need to do that.
Oh god. Sometimes I feel like funerals just hurt more. It's like a reality check sometimes. Looking through all that stuff really is horrible. I'm sorry she needs to do that.
No, of course. Not everything is going to be fun and games and all. Reality is still there.
I completely understand! Feel free to vent out, okay?
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: No, I haven't. My husband's mother has been really sick lately though, so I'm worried. It is really shitty. Heartbreaking. There really is no definite way to describe. Ahh god. I would be doing the same thing. ;;; Just keep thinking of the positive times, you know? That's really all you can do. :c
You just need to be strong, crying is okay, remembering is okay, being with your family is important too. I'm sure they're going through the same feeling.
Of course. I'm always here to listen. I don't mind at all. I wish I could... give more support but listening is definitely something I can do.
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: Yeah, n ___n ;; Thankfull by the end of my bachelor's, I only had $24k debt. Thank goodness for government aide and scholarships. |||OTL. Though, I still need to go back for my masters. It's going to be so much money. Ahhhh. Oh. Oh no. I'm so sorry for your loss. Make sure you take time to just... take care of everything. It's overwhelming.
Posted in Chibi beans [♛] open
Posted 6 years ago
@saeyra: ...Right. I forgot other places don't have crazy prices like here. orz. My college was $24k/year. |||OTL. Granted it was a private school, but it's also on the cheaper end of private schools. Hahaha.
I think that would be the best thing. Hahhaa. I'd save a lot more money that way.