Yandere's posts

Gosh, I can understand that. If I was constantly in stress from family talking about how I need a job, then I wouldn't be working either. I'm constantly in stress all the time. It's even worse when parents get on my case. God.
I honestly don't know what GAD and SAD are besides the Anxiety disorder... type part maybe. I've never officially be diagnosed with anxiety. (My father-in-law is a psychologist, and mentioned it when I was talking about working in the first place, but nothing past that. Rip.It's awkward in front of your in-laws. You know? )
I needed to update my resume and I literally panicked as well. Though, I have an interview on the 30th for a new job, so we'll see. Interviews are just not my thing... they seem so fake and you have to lie yourself in sometimes. I hate lying.
God, yeah. I needed to do that too, but thankfully I got an easy question. SWEATS. Literally was shaking and got saved the second time around because it ended.

Phew. YEp. I don't have my drivers license either. HAHA. My husband drives me everywhere. He is my rock. /clings to him.
Public transit is god awful anyway, you wouldn't want to do anythign liek that.
I completely understand though. I'm a pretty bubbly person usually, but only once I get to know someone. Also online really helps since you can't see me looking off in the distance or fidgeting with my fingers or something. Makes everything a lot less awkward.

Oh gosh, that is awful. There's been cases of horrible artists that I've heard pretty often. Usually it's a well-known artist and they think they can just be rude because they have nice art. /shrugs. I've seen it pretty often on Gaia. Not so much now (though I can't afford normally, so I don't subscribe to their threads or read up anything on them anyway. /shrugs.
Sometimes a simple "no, thank you" works. Though, I've said that before and people ask why sometimes as well. Even when I mention that it's just not something that I wanted to draw, I've had people comment that it looks exactly like X character, so it should be fine. Sighs. They're just no winning on either end sometimes.
No, I completely understand that. u vu ///
I think part of the reason why I got into drawing in the first place was because I wanted to put a face to a name type of thing.
I honestly think more complex designs are really annoying sometimes. I focus so much on the details and trying to get them right , that I mess up on proportions or hair style or something. Though I've had a few really nice detail pieces as well. Just depends on the character and how artistic I'm feeling at the moment, I guess.

Oh my goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
AHHH.
THE PERSPECTIVE. I CRINGE. I AM GOMEN TO THE UTMOST WEEBNESS.
Though, it's really not a horrible piece.
I might do a sketchy squishy spring break sale! * A*

I literally thought I was going to be forever alone with like 50 cats. (still working on the cats part, I only have two. HAHA)
Somewhat! It's still grey either way. It's a lose/lose. "I created you" -> hence why you are imperfectly perfect. xD
It's the worst when I have a character and I love their design, but I can't give them a personality or a fitting name and they just.... sit there. But, THEY'RE SO PRETTY. xDD
Oof, yeah. I have a few yandere characters, so they tend to kill off others. Also... I have a death planned for someone in my Ambiguities story- but I've been so lazy with the comic. /flops

Yeah! Sims tends to fit it really well. n ___n
I've never really gotten into the fandom portion of things. Though, I really get into certain types of animes. I feel like I'm just not creative enough to incorporate my fictional character into a world that's already set. Especially when some details are really specific. The only thing I really have is Pokemon, but it's in a separate land type of thing. Also I have a Splatoon character... but again nothing really past that. whoops.

Hmmmmm. I mean.... it could be an AU type of thing? OR MAYBE THEY WERE CLONED? OR A LONG LOST TWIN? xD
PLOT TWIST. Baahahaha.
There really is so many choices. TT ___ TT It's a love/hate relationship. Which way will it go? You will never knowww.

Hmmm. I mean, I work with kids. Some of them just run to their parents.
My mom trusted me, but if my teacher told her anything, she would believe the adult over me ANY day. Why would teacher just create lies though? Like, really what's the point? e ____ e

Heheh, i think his art is a lot better than mine, but I'm definitely better at color/shading then he is. >:3c
He really only got into digital art pretty recently again though. maybe like two months?

Hehe, let me know what you think! I honestly might add more panels or fix things. I know it's kinda... to the point. I'm bad at writing though, so I'll take all criticism! TT ___TT !! Maybe it will give me motivation to work on it again. /flops.
Yeah, I hope so too. > > ;; I haven't had that problem (long posts) on here yet, but you never know. Need to make sure I'm covering all my bases.

Gosh, yeah. Even things like applying to other places gets me really nervous because I'll need to meet with them face to face if they decide my resume is decent enough. q ___ q Hahaaaaa. GOSH, YEAH. I haven't changed since High school really.
Hmm. I don't think I mind as much when it's online though. I tend to be more open, though I'm still nervous to post in other people's thread and just.... hang out type of thing.
Oof. Well, that's definitely not cool. It's usually quicker to draw simple OCs anyway though, so what's their problem? squints. Definitely could have handled it in a better manner.

Character-mommy, I like it. xD
YES My gosh. That would hurt my soul. ;;;;
EH? I HAVE? Gosh, how old is it? Is it a really old piece of art- a lot of stuff I'm still hecka embarrassed about. Ahhh, I want to see it though.
I'll probably have more time in the summer to draw, so I might have a sale on squishies and whatnot! n ___n ! I really just have one wedding to attend and then moving into my house, but other than that, I should have tons of spare time. u vu ///

Yes omg. One of my older characters had a lot of traits from me when I was back in school and I set her up with someone who was 100% my type at that time. hahahaha. The guy has sorta...changed a lot, but the feelings are still there. /clutches kokoro
I'm sure you will! I didn't think I'd be married right now either, and whoop here I am.
Shhhhhh. Those are just details. It's kinda more like you're the God, I guess? You created them to be a specific way and act a certain way? Sometimes I think of my characters as Sim characters. ||||OTL I just lean towards.... liking them a bit more than others. Though I totally understand the confusion with being like im ur mom I made u and omg i could kiss u ur perfect? Struggles, man.

Oh nooooooooooo. That's the worst! It's always when you're around people that you don't know as well or don't like either. rip.
Yeah! I'm a teacher. xD Haha. I really need to watch my wording with EVERYTHING. Some of these kids I swear. I don't snitch on them when they do everything wrong, but they run as soon as I make a mistake. Jesus.

Heck yeah! I'm glad I was able to tell someone about it. I was hyped about it when I saw it. I just hope.. it's as cool as it sounds because I haven't really tested it out yet. q vq

Exactly, yeah!
I don't mind the lewd stuff, but the fluffy stuff just kinda has all the same feelings of falling in love again. ;;;
Ehh. He's not really a forum type person. Which also might be a good thing because he's a bit... abrasive at times, and I'm sure some people would be offended and whatnot.
I have some of his art on hand. Hehuehehehe. Some of his characters are saved to my TH too, and I just claim them as my own. /shrugsss
The character he's been using the most is her right now. And this is a slightly older piece (like a few months, but you can already see improvement) but this is his art!
He has a lot of pieces he's been doing for a friend, like constant art trade sorta thing, but it's not like he really uploads it anywhere, so unless he shows me on discord I don't really have it. Ha.

Hmm, maybe? Maybe turn red and little and just ??????????/ xD
He doesn't really know how to act around people, that's for sure. He's a tsundere at heart ok.
Ahhhh. I feel like it's sorta rushed, so I haven't done too many, but you can read it here!

Ahhh, that is awesome! I've thought about doing that too, but I'm definitely not confrontational so I usually just take the easy way out. |||OTL.
Yeah, worst that happens is they say no and you find a new alternative or something. uv u

Yeah! Usually only the ones I've created though... Or they'll have emotions/memories that I've gone through. Hmmm, like a relationship with an ex or something. It's kinda hard to explain without directly explaining what character and how it directly relates to me, but I hope that makes sense!
omg no. I definitely set up characters that I like with characters that I like. SWEATS. I definitely do the same thing. xD

Hahahah. YEAH. I mean, I can't really curse at all in my occupation. These kids would run home and tell their parents so quick. Jesus. I was talking about how everyone should make better choices/decisions and I ended up messing up my words and saying "De-shisions" And the kids were like GAASSSSPPP. I'm assuming because of the "shi" part. xD Then I proceeded to reprimand them about how deshisions wasn't even anything bad, I just messed up my wording. Hahahaha. L
YES! * V* !!! They really are! Any german words are the best. hahaha. I'll say ways around cursing too. Like "What the french toast?" "Son of a biscuit." "Shiitake mushrooms." etc.
I know how to say "F off u dirty pig" in German. | D Compliments of my husband who only learned languages to curse. Hahaha.

At least I don't type it out, I just... say it in my head and move onto the next one. There's times where I've dropped tons of gold on a style that I like though, so I suppose it's really just up to preference and how much currency you have.
Ahhhhh. Yeah, it might be. I don't think I'd ever really tell that to someone, I'm just not that type of person. I've had people ask me that in the past though. BAAHHAHAHA. "Why is your couple art so expensive?" Like. bruh. It's all fake currency, why do you care.

Heeee, of course! * V* ////
I do too! I would use japanese ones more often, but I'd need to look them up and whatnot.
YEAH! I think you can upload written story things. I could have sworn I read about it/saw it on someone's profile. YEAh! There's a " create literature" option now, you can upload it and put a little blurb too. : D !!!
YUS! Make sure you ping/link me to your thread when it's set up.

I wholeheartedly agree! I mean, smut stuff is interesting sometimes too, but I'm really.... generally shy about that type of stuff normally so reading about it just makes me sweat. Hahaha. So, I'll just stick to cutesy relationships for now. | D
Gahhhh. THIS SHIP IS SAILING. * V*
I'm trying to convince him to make a toyhouse account too so he can upload art of his character(s) as well, but no budge! D:

I have a lame comic of sorts...two really but one is rarely updated because the whole fleshing out the story and drawing the background is kinda tough. weep. I have a lot planned for it, I just don't have a lot of exciting parts besides like halfway through the actual story. weep.

AHHAHAA. I'm not even sure how he would respond! xD He's not used to social interaction besides with Illario! And he... generally doesn't hug him. hahaha.
Hmm, I assume that's it, but I'll never really know. Maybe also a lot of adult things don't really seems exciting? Like, besides gossip and cheating (which... not really my jam), there's not much going on? I'm also always out of the loop with things so idk. It's better if there's no drama at work. q ___ q
I took psychology classes in school, but not enough to really delve into it. My father-in-law is a psychologist, but I'd definitely be way too embarrassed to ask him. He'd probably think I'm a psycho. Hahaha.