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I'm currently scrambling to finish a whole term worth of notes in my math class because evidently I'm worse at math than I thought. If I had done these notes when I was supposed to I would have passed the midterm but obviously I'm not smart enough to do even a minimal amount of work so pfffffff here I am. It's dumb that I gotta turn them in, though. The notes are for me, so I don't know why it's required to turn them in.
It's just to be a sleepover okay you don't need to go "I'll help you clean your room, I'm a pro at this" when its not as if the floor is messy, okay I'll do it myself I'll do it my way please stop touching my things you don't know what's precious to me I don't want to do this when you're over I just wanted to have fun?
Dear sister, we don't talk much, but you know that I love you. And I trust your advice, and lately I've really needed it. But talking to you today, and the "advice" you tried to give me, and especially the way you talked me - holy shit I feel like I never want to talk to you ever again.
I'm so upset about what you said to me - that it's all I've thought about for the past 10 hours. I had to type up a 3-page rant just to cope with my emotions. I've cried so much my head hurts. I don't want to talk to anyone anymore. I'll be surprised if I can actually get anything done tomorrow.
It's nice to know that someone I trusted to be supportive is actually so judgmental? Thanks... I'll know better next time...
I'm so upset about what you said to me - that it's all I've thought about for the past 10 hours. I had to type up a 3-page rant just to cope with my emotions. I've cried so much my head hurts. I don't want to talk to anyone anymore. I'll be surprised if I can actually get anything done tomorrow.
It's nice to know that someone I trusted to be supportive is actually so judgmental? Thanks... I'll know better next time...
Thursday evening, someone stole my iphone from the cart of books I was shelving at work. One minute it was there, and after shelving a few books and returning, it disappeared. I feel so stupid for leaving it in plain sight. I like never ever leave it on my cart too. It's usually in my pocket or in my hand all the time. I seriously can't believe it happened. Now I feel so bad, cuz my parents have been paying for this phone and now they pretty much forced themselves to pay for a replacement. I so owe my parents soooooo much. I mean, I'm still living with them and I'm fucking 28. orz I hate this person so much for burdening me and my parents. Haa... Humans suck. But I'm so grateful for the parents I have.. And I know that worse things can happen, so.. life goes on.
Millet, spilling the tea: I'm happy people have things to be passionate
About and all butttt I hate the super bowl because of the amount of insane SCREAMING that occurs.
I literally only scream and shout over life altering things and it senda my nervous system into some kinda painful shock when I hear sudden loud noises.
Last year our neighbor ran outside when patriots lost and kicked down his own mailbox.
I don't fucking get it.
Dreading going home right now to my fiancee family deciding our home was the place to watch the super bowl this year.
This is the rare occasion I wish I had a friend that lived near by so I could just hide there until it's over.
Life is so noisy I hate being like this. Orz
Dad: What have you done today?
Me: ...(silence)
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Oh right that's right I haven't done anything wow. Time to rethink what I'm doing with my life.
Me: ...(silence)
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Oh right that's right I haven't done anything wow. Time to rethink what I'm doing with my life.
I'm gonna hold onto my job out of fear and inevitably get fired for attendance anyway lolI wish I could just work up the nerve to quit while I still have the option but I keep thinking "if I just hold on a little longer..." because I have no other options to fall back on. but at this rate I'm gonna end up jobless either way, so why not do it with a tiny shred of dignity intact instead of having a black mark put on my record by an unfeeling monster of a company?
oh right, because I'm an idiot who clings to the false hope of things getting better because I have no answers for what to do when I have to face the reality that this will not work out.
cba to do spoilers but it's not like anyone cares or reads these so meh
Spoiler free rant. XD
If your kid is sick, please please please don't send them to school.
I understand if you don't have anyone at home to watch your sweet baby, but you're just gonna get called in from work anyway to get your kid midday instead. I had 2 kids out on Friday and sent 2 home that same day. I had 7-SEVEN- kids out today and sent another home.
Seriously, stay home and get those babies better.
A Perfect Attendance award is not even worth it if your kid is miserable.
If your kid is sick, please please please don't send them to school.
I understand if you don't have anyone at home to watch your sweet baby, but you're just gonna get called in from work anyway to get your kid midday instead. I had 2 kids out on Friday and sent 2 home that same day. I had 7-SEVEN- kids out today and sent another home.
Seriously, stay home and get those babies better.
A Perfect Attendance award is not even worth it if your kid is miserable.
Please ping! I get distracted easily. 
Something is wrong when you are
THIS JUBILANT
about TWO F_____NG HOURS to yourself.
And this f____ng sad
that you can't do anything to fix your situation
because you are legally and financially
completely screwed
if you do.
THIS JUBILANT
about TWO F_____NG HOURS to yourself.
And this f____ng sad
that you can't do anything to fix your situation
because you are legally and financially
completely screwed
if you do.
Im SO tired of bieng broke.
Like normally im okay but since joining voltra not being able to afford to donate is SOOOOO beyond frustrating. I love you guys. I want to support. I love the crate items. But i only had enough money for ONE crate. 2.50 feels not enough to donate :vanora_cry:
Like normally im okay but since joining voltra not being able to afford to donate is SOOOOO beyond frustrating. I love you guys. I want to support. I love the crate items. But i only had enough money for ONE crate. 2.50 feels not enough to donate :vanora_cry:
I got poked by a used needle in the trash can at work today so now i get to spend my only day off tomorrow going to the doctor's and filling out information. :^) sure hope I don't catch a disease.
AKA Count Trashula
Seriously spotify!!! You recommended me an artist to listen to at the end of last year. And now everything is removed by said artist!
Millet, spilling the tea: After a year of hunting bits of information I finally tracked down the name of my uncle and what prison he is at. Its hard trying to write my approach now- I don't know him never met him but I know his family and I know that his environment definetly shaped his actions to be a murderer. Obviously he is where he should be for what he has done...but I cant help but empathize knowing what I know. So today I am taking the plunge and writing him a letter. He can do what he wants with it and I'll respect his wishes either way. I'm nervous as fuck tho. I don't want to mess this up. hey boi it's your niece. Ya you gots one of dose. I know ya fam suck I feel ya orz
Millet, spilling the tea: Sent the letter. I kept it concise fucking miracle. My tone was as neutral as possible- wethether that was the right approach or not Idk but it seemed the wisest. Prob retarded that I added stickers all over the envelope tho. Orz why do I always gotta be 'extra' about something?
You gotta @Mention me.
Sorry you had to come to that decision.
I thought you were pretty cool beans. Still do. No joke.
I thought you were pretty cool beans. Still do. No joke.
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Join the Horde. We have bananas. 🍌
Join the Horde. We have bananas. 🍌
I’ve gotten quiet again.
People at work are asking questions, but I have no answers for them.
I don’t even feel sad, just... blank. Nothing.
I’ve gotten much more efficient, though, so maybe they will stop asking.
People at work are asking questions, but I have no answers for them.
I don’t even feel sad, just... blank. Nothing.
I’ve gotten much more efficient, though, so maybe they will stop asking.
Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land~~
Közi (“Kouji.”)
He/him
every time i hit 6 k volts i spend some to change my avi DX i need help lmao
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I think I've made the wrong decision of telling him the truth. I knew it was going to fix itself after some time if I didn't, but it just felt so wrong not saying anything to him.
Now I think I've made the problem worse. He took it the wrong way and now nothing will be the same for him again. Great. And it's our final year, too.
I wish this mess didn't even happen. Everything's so messy. It's so grey -- there's no black and white to anything. But even so, I hope things will change for the better at some point, especially for him.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.