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Donator — she, her Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/3 23:26:04 )
Here in the darkness I know myself

I don’t know how much longer I can do this.
I’ve told you for a whole year what I need to make this relationship work, and all I got where false promises. You get mad at me and put the blame on me for your false words. I’m sick of it. I know what I am worth, and I am worth so much more than this.
Can’t break free until I let it go.
Let me go..

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Donator — He/They Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/4 04:47:03 )
im starting to wonder if i need to go to the doctor. i can barely sleep i cough so much at night
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Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/6 13:08:35 )
My dad doesn't care about stuff unless it involves himself. He also says he's tired of people who have an opinion on anything. You cannot talk with him about serious topics because he will just be like whatever. When a whole lot of things happen because of an attitude like that. I can try and tell and tell him why something should matter or why something is wrong. But in the end he will be like "If you wanne have an opinion on that fine but don't bother me with it".
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Voltie — Shy Kitten Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/7 02:00:41 )

i feel so inadequate when it comes to everything
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Donator — He/They Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/7 21:38:16 )

I hope whoever I work with at my next job is more considerate than the people here. Pro tips, y'all: lower your volume when you're on the phone instead of screaming into it loud enough for the whole room to hear, or else take your call outside of the break room. And when listening to music, use headphones. Nobody wants to jam with you. If you must come to work sick, at least have the courtesy to cover your mouth when you cough, and not sit/stand directly in front of people so that they can escape the line of fire. And finally, you can keep your own house as disgusting as you like, but when you're at work, you need to act like an adult and clean up after yourself. Just because we have a maintenance person does not make it ok to leave garbage and crumbs all over the floors and tables, or to not flush the toilet.

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Donator — Fluffywuff Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/8 03:39:51 )
I used to take some comfort in knowing what was caused by what.
But yesterday was weird, and I had no explanation for what happened.

My favorite doctor retired, and the ones there now don’t seem interested.

It just felt so... weird.
Different.
What the hell is going on?


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Oh my love, I know you are my candyman
And oh my love, let us fly to bounty land~~


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Donator — Winchester Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/10 12:20:57 )


Dude, I know exactly what is wrong with me and what I should and shouldn’t do to get better.
And guess what? I get my information from the actual medical world and not from Dr. Google like you.


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Donator — He Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/11 11:54:29 )


Looking for merlantis.
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~Stop coughing in my face. I swear every time I get better you drag me back into sickville. I'm also sick of these headaches. ~
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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/11 15:25:27 )
Keep feeling like I'm going to end up crying over so many tiny stupid things today.

Family is not helping.
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Donator — He/They Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/11 22:38:31 )

It sure would be cool to be able to say "Hey, this [insert vegan food option here] is really good; you should try it!" without getting either an hour-long speech about how and why the other person likes meat or a disgusted "Oh, I don't eat that; I'm not vegan". News flash: you don't have to be vegan to eat a vegetable. And just because I offer you to try something that doesn't include meat doesn't mean I'm trying to "convert" you. ffs. For all the complaints I hear about "preachy vegans", I encounter just as many whiny, preachy, overly defensive non-vegans who will likewise take every opportunity to bring up their love of meat/how they don't value animals as highly as people/scientific basis for being an omnivore/etc. I get it, you eat meat. I also didn't ask.

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Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/12 04:23:22 )




(I have never had a good relationship with my mom. She was abusive as fuck growing up. lol)
>Mom texts me a week ago.
"Will you be taking me out for mother's day?"
I respond: "Honestly Mom I'm not sure. We are trying to move and work has been crazy lately I might not be able to.
I'll let you know for sure when the date gets closer its just a bit far away to tell.
She responds: "K."

>I get a package in the mail today from my Mom.
>It's two bags of candy labeled "half off" and a random marvel card game with a giant orange sticker "CLEARANCE"
I text her: "Thanks for the candy and game!"
She responds: "Happy Birthday."
>I'm like ???
I respond: My birthday is in June but thanks lol
She responds: "Oh well since your too busy to be with me for mothers day I figured I'd get your birthday out of the way now."
(Mind you, it isnt about money- any gift is nice but she makes 60k a year and this was purely out of spite. She is the embodiment
of passive aggressive.)


All I can do is laugh. Throwing a tantrum because I can't answer her in March about plans for May.
Oi ve.

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Donator — Winchester Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/15 09:44:22 )


”This person, a white suprimist, has published a manifesto, but he wasn’t put on a watch list.”
HAVE YOU PEOPLE NOT LEARNED ANYTHING OF THE TERRORIST ATTACKS ON NORWAY AND ANDERS BREIVIK?!


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Voltie — Shy Kitten Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/16 16:50:16 )


Ahh... I hope I can finally get some peace and quiet.



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Donator — Trash Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/18 04:56:56 )


I hate that I get bored wayyyyy to easily :<.


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Donator — He/Him Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/18 05:42:53 )
why do I even bother, honestly. Nothing ever works out. :/
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Donator — Trash Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/18 07:40:34 )


I hate thats theres no IKEA in the state I live in :<


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Donator — She/Crazy Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/18 07:48:41 )


I hate that the buses here only run until 5pm.


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Donator Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/21 22:08:35 )

I am so tired of my dad right now. First he did not want to go to a record fair the day after our vacation. Then later he suddenly doesn't mind because he thought the record fair was after summer vacation. And now he's like "I thought it was Sunday". So I reminded him it was Saturday and now he doesn't feel like going again.
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Voltie Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/23 10:29:23 )
I'm getting...tired of a lot of things lately.
I don't even want to type this much, I just want to curl up and go to sleep...

You were supposed to arrive here at 9am. Only found out around 11:30am that you woke up late and had a headache and were coming this evening instead. What sucks is that you didn't even message me to let me know, my family had to contact yours.

I thought you'd either slept in late or just didn't want to come anymore... I know sometimes you just don't like going out but I was really excited to see you again and I'm sad it happened this way...

On another note... you're my friend but our chats feel odd. Maybe I'm just used to using discord a lot and actually conversing with people, but you mostly just send memes and one word answers to me. How am I supposed to work with that..? I know you prefer voice notes, I guess, but your one word replies make me anxious that you just don't want to talk to me, even though you say it's because you were distracted or trying to do something else or drawing at the time...

Idk... head feels like it's slowly being squeezed in....gonna take a nap...
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Donator — she, her Posted 6 years ago ( 2019/03/23 22:42:38 )
I snap and I’m not going to apologize.
You DEMAND my full attention constantly, when I need you you aren’t there or if you are you twist it around so it’s about how me being upset makes you feel. I understand the significance of this weekend, but you have put me through so much hell in two years and refused to get counseling for yourself which is whatever, but you don’t take your meds correctly and then they don’t work, and you get mad at me. I’m not sorry I told you that you are never there for me, because it’s true. I’ve been going through my own thing for months now and you barely care. It’s okay that your thing came up and that overshadows me. Always. I’m constantly overshadowed. I’m constantly on the back burner. I’m just honestly done. You told me to leave and then when I got my stuff to go told me not to, that you don’t want me to.. my head can’t take this anymore.
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