@Yuracye:
Oh my Gosh! What a daze the last 2 days were. By the end of it I was wishing I never had to go back to work T-T
I did a lot of cleaning myself and the house feels so much better.
We cheated and had Jack in the Box and I almost cried because some of it didn't turn out very good and I had promised it was our last time breaking the rules. Nothing suck more than to be like, "I promise this is the last time!" and then it isn't made well T-T

So I found a new thing I'm really interested in! It's called a Kalimba. It's a cute little music instrument and I want to try it and Amazon has them as cheap as like.. 30$... O.O;
I want so badly to be trying new things T-T This seems like another good one to try T-T

@Yuracye: Ugggggh, Right? Why is everything healthy so... bland? Or unfulfilling? I've thought about cutting out anything but Meat, Veggies, Fruit. With maybe small supplements here and there like cheese, or milk. Basically staying away from anything premade or boxed for awhile. They say majority of your shopping should be done around the outer rim of the market. But then It's cooking constantly. And I -hate- cooking. I hate it. There, I said it. I hate cooking. I wish I could love it. But it feels like another waste of time. It takes forever when Id rather be doing literally everything else. And worse yet the cleaning! D:
I lived with a guy for a year where we ate NOTHING but fast food. Their kitchen wasnt even functional and I wasnt working so I had no room to complain. Sure enough, I gained 40-60 lbs. And I havent been able to get the weight off since. I have so many problems with my looks. I wish I could just commit to a dang diet and some exercise D: I was telling the BFF today that Im like 2 steps from spending way too much on frozen healthy meals and eating only those for awhile. But I know those arent filling x.x;

I just need to pick the one I want. Which is hard because the quality ones are nice but they arent super pretty to me. and the cheaper ones are pretty but not quality enough. And I dont want to get a cheap one and be disappointed in the sound even if its all very pretty. But I dont want to get a more expensive one and not be attached to it or have it look like everyone elses at a glance. x.x;