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My period must be starting today because I’ve had the urge to cry all morning.
My period must be starting today because I’ve had the urge to cry all morning.
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Despite trying to focus on something good, like listening to music or the songs I wrote, I still feel sad and lonely inside. Those feelings are louder than any slight bit of joy that might come up.
Despite trying to focus on something good, like listening to music or the songs I wrote, I still feel sad and lonely inside. Those feelings are louder than any slight bit of joy that might come up.
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I’m going to another concert tonight, alone as per usual.
I was excited leading up to today, but now I’m kinda iffy about going. It could be the period and lack of sleep talking, but the loneliness is starting to set in. This concert is two hours away, so I doubt my bassist homie will be there lol.
I’m going to another concert tonight, alone as per usual.
I was excited leading up to today, but now I’m kinda iffy about going. It could be the period and lack of sleep talking, but the loneliness is starting to set in. This concert is two hours away, so I doubt my bassist homie will be there lol.
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God, if you’re real, please bring me a nice, tatted rocker dude who likes me and enjoys spending time with me.
God, if you’re real, please bring me a nice, tatted rocker dude who likes me and enjoys spending time with me.
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Last night’s concert was fun! I think I would’ve enjoyed it more if I weren’t running on 4 hours of sleep and had to drive 2 hours to get there (and anticipate driving 2 hours back). By the time I got home I felt so tired. I skipped volunteering this morning to catch up on sleep. 😵💫
Last night’s concert was fun! I think I would’ve enjoyed it more if I weren’t running on 4 hours of sleep and had to drive 2 hours to get there (and anticipate driving 2 hours back). By the time I got home I felt so tired. I skipped volunteering this morning to catch up on sleep. 😵💫
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Last night before bed I got a text from a guy I hooked up with a few weekends ago (I hooked up with him out of desperation cause I figured ol dude wasn’t into me and I wanted to fill the void). For a second I got excited thinking it was ol dude, but no.
Maybe the reality of me never talking to him again is setting in more? It hurts, I feel so sad.
Last night before bed I got a text from a guy I hooked up with a few weekends ago (I hooked up with him out of desperation cause I figured ol dude wasn’t into me and I wanted to fill the void). For a second I got excited thinking it was ol dude, but no.
Maybe the reality of me never talking to him again is setting in more? It hurts, I feel so sad.
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I don’t think I’ll text that guy back. I’m not in the mood. I just want to be alone..
I don’t think I’ll text that guy back. I’m not in the mood. I just want to be alone..
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I think I’ll run errands today and stay in with my cat. Maybe watch cartoons or something.
I think I’ll run errands today and stay in with my cat. Maybe watch cartoons or something.
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I wonder if I should text that guy back… at least he wants my attention, right?
I wonder if I should text that guy back… at least he wants my attention, right?
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God must’ve spoke to Vic when he wrote Circles, because it’s just so freakin good. *-*
God must’ve spoke to Vic when he wrote Circles, because it’s just so freakin good. *-*
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I just got hit with this wave of sadness and suddenly my body is freezing cold and I feel so worn out. All I want to do is cry and lay in bed.
I just got hit with this wave of sadness and suddenly my body is freezing cold and I feel so worn out. All I want to do is cry and lay in bed.
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I feel nauseous and internally I just feel sick.
This is probably my anxiety. It hasn’t been this bad since 2024…
I feel nauseous and internally I just feel sick.
This is probably my anxiety. It hasn’t been this bad since 2024…
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There’s a part of my gut that tells me everything will be okay, but my brain is telling me otherwise.
I don’t know what’s truth and what’s delusion.
There’s a part of my gut that tells me everything will be okay, but my brain is telling me otherwise.
I don’t know what’s truth and what’s delusion.
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My anxiety ruins everything and my new medication is only amplifying it.
I feel so sick right now. Jesus Christ.
My anxiety ruins everything and my new medication is only amplifying it.
I feel so sick right now. Jesus Christ.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.