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Fuck it, I might text him tomorrow and see if he’s free this weekend.
Fuck it, I might text him tomorrow and see if he’s free this weekend.
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I hope this shift goes by fast. I want to go hoooommmeeee.
I wanna be alone to wallow in my loneliness. ;-;
I hope this shift goes by fast. I want to go hoooommmeeee.
I wanna be alone to wallow in my loneliness. ;-;
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Ugh, I’m such an idiot, but I’d give anything to have a drink with him again. To laugh and joke about us being elder emos and shit while awkwardly flirting with each other.
Ugh, I’m such an idiot, but I’d give anything to have a drink with him again. To laugh and joke about us being elder emos and shit while awkwardly flirting with each other.
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I told him before that I wanted to treat him to drinks for his birthday since he treated me to dinner for mine. It sucks that I won’t be able to do it..
I told him before that I wanted to treat him to drinks for his birthday since he treated me to dinner for mine. It sucks that I won’t be able to do it..
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Only an hour and a half to go, and then I can go home and cry myself to sleep while I snuggle with my cat. ;-;
Only an hour and a half to go, and then I can go home and cry myself to sleep while I snuggle with my cat. ;-;
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An attractive rocker looking guy just came in. Should I talk to him? Shoot, maybe, why not? 🤔
An attractive rocker looking guy just came in. Should I talk to him? Shoot, maybe, why not? 🤔
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I didn’t talk to him, but I talked to another guy about music. We have the same taste in music as far as pop punk and emo music goes. It was nice having a convo about it since I rarely ever get to talk to anyone about it.
I think I might’ve shown a little too much excitement though. 😰 I bet I annoyed him.
I didn’t talk to him, but I talked to another guy about music. We have the same taste in music as far as pop punk and emo music goes. It was nice having a convo about it since I rarely ever get to talk to anyone about it.
I think I might’ve shown a little too much excitement though. 😰 I bet I annoyed him.
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I should call this thread “Ark’s Anxious Thoughts” because all I’ve been doing is panicking in here lol.
In due time, I’ll look back at these posts and wonder wtf was wrong with me? 🫠
Idk, this feels like a good outlet for me (even though I could just write in a journal or something ).
I should call this thread “Ark’s Anxious Thoughts” because all I’ve been doing is panicking in here lol.
In due time, I’ll look back at these posts and wonder wtf was wrong with me? 🫠
Idk, this feels like a good outlet for me (even though I could just write in a journal or something ).
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The rational part of me is saying everything will be okay. I really want to believe it. I really do, but…
The rational part of me is saying everything will be okay. I really want to believe it. I really do, but…
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Idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe is fucking with me, but I’ve been seeing dude’s name everywhere this morning.
Idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe is fucking with me, but I’ve been seeing dude’s name everywhere this morning.
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Bro, I’m getting triggered. My coworker is on the phone with a patient who has the same name as dude. Is this a coincidence or is the universe really fucking with me today?? @~@
Bro, I’m getting triggered. My coworker is on the phone with a patient who has the same name as dude. Is this a coincidence or is the universe really fucking with me today?? @~@
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If I hear or see his name one more time I’m gonna lose it (not really, but yeah). @~@
If I hear or see his name one more time I’m gonna lose it (not really, but yeah). @~@
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This isn’t a sign, it’s just a coincidence. None of this means anything at all. Don’t read too far into it, homegirl. @~@
This isn’t a sign, it’s just a coincidence. None of this means anything at all. Don’t read too far into it, homegirl. @~@
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To my surprise, I don’t feel as anxious today. Idk if it’s because there’s a part of me accepting that things are over between me and dude, or if I’ve just become numb to my feelings.
Or, I could just be sleep deprived and too tired to worry about a man.
To my surprise, I don’t feel as anxious today. Idk if it’s because there’s a part of me accepting that things are over between me and dude, or if I’ve just become numb to my feelings.
Or, I could just be sleep deprived and too tired to worry about a man.
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Or, the anticipation leading up to today made me feel anxious, just to finally get to today and realize it’s just another day.
Or, the anticipation leading up to today made me feel anxious, just to finally get to today and realize it’s just another day.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.