Anarchist Beauty's posts

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

And now the cramping.
Imma just go curl up and die.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

I had a fly try to fly into my nose once.
It was awful.

Also, I'm going to have a fucking break down.
My laptop trackpad went screwy and wasn't working for a second and I almost lost it.
It's a bad day to be Ana.
Bad mental health day, anxiety, lonely, and period hormones cranking up the drama of everything.
Someone give me alcohol.
Or weed.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

They drive me up a damn wall.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

Yes, shoo.
Be gone.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

I am being attacked by a fly.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

@Millet: Yeah, I'll sit in the lobby for a little while if i need too.
But really, the dentist is like a mile from my house. lol

Wait, I just google mapped it.
1.2 miles
I'll be sure to focus more on driving that 5 minutes home and mess with my numb face when I get there. lol

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

According to the people who have used the public transport around here it runs as well as clothing sizes for women make sense. lmao
But my dentist is not even a mile away from my house, so it's not so bad.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

I just don't like going to doctor places alone.
And I don't like going to the dentist alone bc I'm afraid of driving after.
I know it's dumb, but I don't wanna drive with my face all numbed up...
I know it's not like druggie stuff but still. Anxiety.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

Definitely.
Especially when I have to go alone.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

Spiral now has an end.
I scheduled my dentist appointment to fix my cavities.
AND they were able to get in in TOMORROW! :D
Which is great news because now I don't have time to freak out more or go nuts over it.
I just have to psyche myself up enough to get there and get it over with.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

Bless.

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

I'm already bored and don't know what to do with myself. xD

And also just trying not to spiral into a meaningless depression because of all the freaking issues i have with my teeth...
I went to the dentist the other day and found out I have five more cavities that need taken care of.
At first I was going to say 'fuck it' and not do anything, but then last night my tongue actually found one of the cavities and it's an entire hole in my tooth.
So that made me feel bad, and then I felt worse because I know it's all my own stupid fault because I eat like crap because i just don't have the energy to eat healthier because depression.
And I just... I'm spiraling.
Someone hug me

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

/flops

Posted in The sanctuary Posted 6 years ago

@vengeance: LMAO
Yes, good song.

@Hazer: Anxiety is a great big hoe.
I don't like her.