Another Movie Addict's posts

-w- movie has accidentally slept pretty much all of her today away.

Nothing substantial. I want to make some ramen, but that would make a lot of noise to cook. I was able to snag some chips silently. But you're right, I need a stash of snacks in my room for when someone is sleeping in the living room.

TwT I'm hungry, but I don't want to make noise getting food.

Most people ask why I use so many pillows. Iunno it's comfortable this way. Two of them are body pillows.

I've done it a few times.
>w> I use three pillows and a fourth one as a leg pillow.

Has anyone ever geeked out so hard, their whole body hurts?

In other news. >w< it is so weird to not have my third pillow. Loaned it to Cousin 2 who's crashing on our couch.

Lol and here lately I've just not been paying him any attention. Today, well yesterday now, I didn't check my phone until I was time to go to the theater. But I've been ignoring my texts for a while now. Been focusing on my own stuff.

Yes they do.

It just kind of bothers me, that he's turning so hard towards me and ignores me at the same time. What kind of sense does that make.

Which he knows I have a problem doing. He knows that I will naturally put someone hurting before me. It's one of the things he's always disliked about me. He knows I will put him first. That's why I'm proud of myself about today. I put myself and my plans first, instead of trying to bend over backwards finding a way to give him what he wants.
I don't do it for kindness reasons. My family raised me my entire life, that focusing on myself for any reason was selfish and self-centered.

I know he's actually lonely. His new girlfriend lives six hours away and is super toxic for him.

Lol I did. I was really glad to not have to try and replace the towel I got at Disney World.

Lol the only reason I contacted him again, a year after the break up, was because I wanted some of my stuff back. Then we were getting only as friends. Now though he's making it awkward and awful. I've always known about his narcasisstic personality disorder, we've known each other for close to 14 years now. For a time I just looked past it.

His sister wouldn't give a shit, she's hated him for as long as I've known them. I toyed with telling his father, but he's one of those dudes who thinks mental illness isn't a thing and he's just not man enough.

@Unicorn: Yes it was. I failed a few job interviews and he decided that I wasn't trying hard enough and sucked so hard at adulting that he was sick of me.