Branwenembers's posts

Fi Fo Fo Fwat..... where the hell is everybody at?! X'D

Mahleka Leka Hi Mahiedi heidi ho!!

@Paranoia: KERLI IS THE PASTEL GOTH QUEEN!!!! ....*cough* sorry.....i just really like Kerli ^W^

@Apollo Im Burning: Got it ^_^

@Apollo Im Burning:
@Burntcicle:
@Cookie:

Would you all like to exchange addresses then? in PM of course for respect of people privacy?

@superbearwars: unfortunately....the pain doesnt really let up to be honest...it just wanes in its intensity
@Burntcicle: And i know that it sometimes just happens....still doesnt make it fair and that i like experiencing the pain and heartache associated with it

@Cookie: its all good it happens sometimes :)
@Burntcicle: it just feels more personal than just a reply on a post or an email ya know? to me it says "hey i care enough about you to spend time and energy into this"

...an existential meltdown as to why i wish no one i cared for left my life!


I hate growing up. moving on. changing schools. changing jobs. because at the heart of it all all i ever feel is emptiness.... because i lose more friends than i seem to gain....and it makes me want to stop having in person connections because they always will leave or change and i dont want it to happen...not anymore.... im 25 almost 26 years old....and because i've had so seldom an actual inperson friendship...certain practices are foreign to me....im not used to having people at my house...im not used to hanging out with people...just walking around...chatting....


why do things have to change?....why do people have to leave?....why is it so hard for me to make and keep in person friends?

... is it my appearance?My personality?My disability?

I personally LOOOVE getting mail and especially cards/letters/or postcards from unique or even just mundane places. if anyone would like to participate in a penpal program even if its not super regular or anything. let me know ^_^

City Grrl by CSS and I'm Still Standing by Elton John

Grim Grinning Ghosts, Gravity Falls theme, Thriller, Im your Boogeyman, Gl;oomy SUnday and Its Terror Time Again

@Another Movie Addict: i recommend the following
Night of the living dead(the 70's version)
The Raven(its a little spooky and funny plus....Vincent Price XD)
The Halloween Tree(its a animated adaptation of a Ray Bradbury book of the same name its really good. and Leonard Nimoy is in it)
The Mysterious Stranger(its a Claymation Mark Twain movie and while in its entirety isnt a halloween movie there is one segment of the movie thats Really....Really creepy)

@Anarchist Beauty: My best friend(who would later become my first girlfriend) came out to me and her family as Ace halfway through our relationship and at first i didnt understand it but after i did the research and looked into it and especially after i discovered more about my own sexuality(im a Pan myself <3) i was less annoyed and more understanding. If you dont mind could i propose and idea to you? perhaps you could find a guy friend that is also Ace and the both of you could be in a platonic relationship together but you could use it(right now at least until your family stops being ignoramuses) so that way you can avoid such criticism? i apologize if this upsets you i was just trying to help you out. i know a lot of Ace 'couples' who do this

here are my fuzzy babies: