Devilkinboi's posts
Posted in Confessions (Make a Confession)
Posted 5 years ago
I confess that these past months since the whole pandemic started, my mental health has been affected. Money is still a big issue in my household and despite being hassle to get "a" job by my mother and brother, every single place I send my resumé out to or fill out a job application doesn't call back or bother replying. Since I can't do much to assist on the money front despite my freelancing job at the company my dad works for, I've been doing what I can to help at home. I'm in charge of ordering the food we eat every week, and picking it up. If mom or my brother need something from Walgreens, I'm the one who goes. Anything medicine related, it's mostly me to handle. Even so, I feel extremely useless just because I don't bring in much money, despite how my brother only worked two events in February after losing his job last year(he's a bartender). They never say I love you and rarely show any signs of affection. The arguments between my mother and I, I always feel like I'm the bad guy and just a burden for them. I haven't talked to my offline group much because two of the people in there remind me too much of my mother and brother in terms of attitude, so I've kept my distance. I had a car accident this morning and I broke down. All the tears I hadn't shed over how I've been feeling came pouring out of me. I didn't cry in front of the owner of the car I hit or the officer handling the claim, but when I was alone in the car, I couldn't stop crying. I felt a panic attack coming on, and I haven't had one since last year. I need to get out of this place, even if it's just for a few days. I can't take this anymore...
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Antiques Store
Posted 5 years ago
@Bonnie: Yeah, no one was injured...
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Antiques Store
Posted 5 years ago
@Bonnie: It's not a good day... I had a car accident... Car wouldn't budge from where it was parked, so I had to hit the gas, but failed to notice someone behind me. Ended up hitting the other car... Called the police and while waiting, the lady left for a bit. I just started crying in the car... Just a culmination of all the stress I'm under exploding all at once. I have the information to file a claim, but didn't get the lady's info(no pen. She lives in our building though). One of my tires is busted and I'm waiting for my dad. I just cannot handle anything right now...
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Antiques Store
Posted 5 years ago
@inatlaka: 10k.
Posted in A Devil's Little Art Shop ~ Now Open
Posted 5 years ago
@Amber Lynne: You're welcome~
Posted in A Devil's Little Art Shop ~ Now Open
Posted 5 years ago
@Amber Lynne: DA Account Here.
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Art Gallery
Posted 5 years ago
Posted in A Devil's Little Art Shop ~ Now Open
Posted 5 years ago
@Amber Lynne: And here's your art~
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Antiques Store
Posted 5 years ago
@Bonnie: Normal hours don't exist for me.
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Art Gallery
Posted 5 years ago
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Antiques Store
Posted 5 years ago
@Bonnie: Just waiting for a work assignment mostly.
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Art Gallery
Posted 5 years ago
Posted in DevilkinBoi's Antiques Store
Posted 5 years ago
@Bonnie: Nope, didn't hit us at all. Just completely ignored us.
Posted in A Devil's Little Art Shop ~ Now Open
Posted 5 years ago
@Amber Lynne: Alright, I'll see what I can come up with.